Harakiri For The Sky - Aokigahara lyrics
Tracks 01. My Bones To The Sea
02. Jhator 03. Homecoming: Denied! 04. 69 Dead Birds For Utøya 05. Parting 06. Burning From Both Ends 07. Panoptycon 08. Nailgarden 09. Gallows (Give 'Em Rope) 10. Mad World 01. My Bones To The Sea
This life is a river
Running through cold veins No calm gasp at all We're always panting for air The irrepealable decision To live and to die young We said: "Destroy All we love we leave behind" All we love we leave behind Our awful derated state Feels like a deathless march of distress Scraping through this tales was a hazard So let's taste the void I saw it all, from heartbreaking delight To crippling pain That's why we left it all behind You, me, and the violence Oh, oh, oh, oh At least you won't dry this river And home's just a place for the heartless No dear friends at all Just strangers with faded but versant faces The future's so scary But you can't just run back to the past Because it's familiar Yes, it's tempting But it's a mistake Whoa Where have you been? Where have you been? These long roads apart Seem like a promising shelter A home away from home With a beautiful fierce and a fabulous strut Sequel we go on declaring war on nostalgia Hours of remembrance We burn all the nice pictures And do the ashes like coke All the footsteps we've ever left And the one's that will follow Are set for just one reason Someday you'll understand We take step by step just not to stall But when it's over Steal me away And deliver my bones to the sea To the sea 02. Jhator
Oh
Sundown A blood-red sunset And the curtain of night Devours the light Somehow this gloaming Looks like a painting of two worlds That collide As if you marked it in your dying wish This farewell couldn't be a more impressive sight So these are our last common hours 'Cause tomorrow you'll be laid to rest, at first light The days get shorter Even if I try to shout off my head Weird that every day has its own name But the night holds only one But also nascent darkness Won't lull me to sleep Since I've seen these leeches Separating the flesh from your bones Separating the flesh from your bones But I don't care If I should crash these walls like waves I don't care If I should all too soon face the end of my days I don't care Wherever this numbness should lead me And I don't care That I couldn't care less Das letzte Herbstlaub fällt Wie Gedärme auf Beton Die Luft wird kalt und kälter Der Kopf erstarrt im Frost Betäubt und regungslos Blau und ausgeweidet Verhallt das letzte Wort Im leeren Raum Yeah Would you die for me If I say please? I'd take this numbness with me To the bitter end So if you see me stumble Please let me drown Please take me out I'm already dead You know, I walked the path Of sorrow once before So I will depart And nevermore return There's only one decision in our lives We can choose on our own Vultures or worms? 03. Homecoming: Denied!
I don't think
We will withstand this trip Along these paths Cobbled with shards To tell you now Makes me feel so heavy hearted But one night This life will tear us apart And now that I gave away The stories' end Its facts sneak in So deadly slow and subtle But just That something is subtle Doesn't mean It's going to turn out right This lethargy, so perfectly shaped Continues spiting filth in my face Steady going on subsisting Outlive this trivial life Although This edgeless dagger Is stuck Deep in my heart How sad a fate Even these tidal-washed detonations Of relief won't save me 'Cause in case of doubt This landmine marathon Will guide me to My early grave Oh And in spite of everything Someday I'll tie this rope To the highest tree And take my life And as soon As my last cigarette Has burned to its end Without turning once I will have left This world behind Ooh Only death is real 04. 69 Dead Birds For Utøya
Ooh
Sometimes I pose a question To myself again and again But I can't find an answer You may say I got no sense of humor But the smile has been wiped off my face There's no kindness in these eyes anymore No ablazing vital spark And once again I feel so fucking lonely I am never alone Although I am never alone Whoa Sometimes I feel like I got stones in my stomach So heavy to haul All we try to amend should be an appeasement But falls on deaf ears There's no turning back 'Cause we were born at this ridiculous place And since we don't break the circle We'll be in need of body bags (yeah) Is all this happening for a reason? Or just by mischance? Is it true that we are nothing But handprints on a misty pane? How can we fall asleep While the world is still burning? How shall I sleep when I carry the weight Of the world on my shoulders? How shall I sleep? How shall I sleep? Every time you think The most stupefying incident In this world already happened There comes one more Shouldn't this be proof enough For our ingrained failing Prove enough that we should know This all boils down to nothing? It's still the same war In this day and age We just call it a different name Oh Just call it a different name 05. Parting
Yet another tone
And these walls Come tumbling down On our heads So that we are Finally buried alive In this dungeon of lies After all these years I discerned I don't belong here anymore It's an ardent desire All we love We have to leave behind It's about time to take leave Please let me tear apart Even this lethargy can't restrain me It may be too late I am hungry, I am thirsty I'm tired and cold In this awful state I won't weather out another winter We breathed fire and brimstone But at the edge of the night Everything that was left to say Was spewed and scattered over the floor As well-being with or without you Guzzles me from the inside But have you ever seen happy people With boring stories to tell? But if I wouldn't suffer I wouldn't feel alive Dead but still breathing An avenue of escape But blurred In this hazy notions The pain is gone But I still wear the wounds They still flare up In heavy snow and glowing embers But these monuments of yesteryears Will soon turn into scars Thanks for leaving So I can finally breathe again 06. Burning From Both Ends
Yeah
I came up to our house With barren feet and empty handed You weren't here in a long time But your ghost still haunts these walls Over all these years We slowly lost each other's sight We tried everything just not to forget But this life has no clean brakes So now that you're gone I've got no more reason to croak in this place Alas, this formerly lively area Turned out just bleak and lonesome So why should I stay? Why should I scrape a living By disgrace? When almost every other spot In this world Seems to have more Meaning than this one? I keep on starring at these blank walls Where our pictures hung As they indicate My former home became a grave "I am happy" is something We haven't said for a while We didn't succeed to win this fight together But at least we tried Yeah At least I tried All these sore memories Hidden in a heart-shaped box Which I buried so deep Within the power of man But the day will dawn When I'm going to rake over their ashes And scatter them into the river That once flooded this place Run as fast as your legs Will carry you away from me I just brought you misfortune And the sands of time are running out With every minute that's elapsing The spleen is decreasing And when a few years have passed You won't be able to recall my face, yeah 07. Panoptycon
Listen, folks
Nothing in this world worth having Comes easy at all For every decision that comes to our mind We pay the price What hereafter will wait for us Only the ocean knows But you can be everything but certain I paid the price for every word I dropped Needless to say My constant fear of separation Is actually not disappearing Still the same reason why I'm depraved of sleep I'm losing friends And above all I'm losing confidence "Forever and a day" In this case No second abandon Just pure resolution And our final decision In this relation We never thought to repent I can still hear You admonishing me But slowing down Is not an option I can still feel the rhythm And my heart is still beating So your presence is no gift But a curse You all once meant The world to me Who knows? Maybe we'll meet again At my funeral Don't get me wrong This is no reckoning to the life we've lived But the only thing we share today Is our past Let me back in Let me back in Bleeding hands Grab for the last tread I exchanged all confidence To self-elected suspense Sometimes I suffer From this life hour for hour But apart from this circumstance My voice gets stronger With every minute that falls Did you ever, ever Bleed for something? Did you ever, ever Bleed for something? Maybe these streets Would be an easier way to go Without these turns Just going straight But we can't choose their course 'Cause this is how we built them I walked a thousand miles To escape these barren landscapes But they are still here They haunt me like shadows 'Cause this endless melancholy Is my oldest fear 08. Nailgarden
It must have been years
Since we sat next to these autumn fires As nothing had happened since But anyway, it's too far gone We shouldn't have let the grass grow Under our feet all summer long 'Cause no one owns this moments As far as I know, they just last for a while Whoa And I still wonder Why this journey finds no end again Finds no goal Godspeed But we will never arrive together At the same time Sad to say That some of us won't find their way Find no kind of home So if I'm not coming home tonight You will know that I'm gone I've heard all these old stories So please tell me something new I heard it all far too often I already know the end And now I try to attach As much wordily wisdom in just one song But the answer's still a riddle Or almost a fucking lie This was the bloom of our youth And autumn's coming soon Whoever has no home now Will not build one anymore Yeah, this is my human garbage Spread on the tracks of life You still search for a reason? Maybe the train was on time? Last words? A final answer? Apologies? I have none Love has always been the word For farewell and parting Whoa Whoa 09. Gallows (Give 'Em Rope)
They caught us near the street
Like deer that takes refuge to the dark Always in our backs They snapped us in our weakest moments With broken legs You can't run that far They'll obtain you fast And take aware To hear what they mean 'Cause usually they speak with knives They speak with knives They speak with knives Voices sounding like an empty orchestra That plays the soundtrack of our lies Every single note they bow or wind Feels like a thorn in skin In the end this journey was anything else But successful, one bridge too far We searched for freedom And found nothing but a cold tomb At least we found nothing But a cold tomb At least we found nothing But a cold tomb Oh To narrate retro-perspectively I never thought this trip could end up in chains Somehow we always thought That we'd be the arsonists that will set the world on fire Ah And once again I'm calling the rain To wash away this dry fields of grief To wash away my bones And all I've ever feared Everything I know for sure Is that time's a mirror itself Somewhere along the way Also the good times have to come to an end Outside these walls I can see how night divides the day And as the dawn falls I remember Death always remained more perfect than life Than life After a while they screamed Give 'em blades to dig up their own graves The dawn marked their beginning The dawn marks the end Give 'em rope 10. Mad World
[TEARS FOR FEARS Cover]
All around me are familiar faces Worn-out places Worn-out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere Going nowhere And their tears are filling up their glasses No expression No expression Hide my head, I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow No tomorrow And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you 'Cause I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad world Mad world Mad world Mad world Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy birthday Happy birthday Made to feel the way that every child should Sit and listen Sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me No one knew me "Hello, teacher, tell me, what's my lesson?" Look right through me Look right through me And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you 'Cause I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad world Mad world Mad world Mad world Yeah |