Traumatic Voyage - Traumatized... lyrics
Tracks 02. Occultation
03. Levitation 04. Intensification 06. Concentric Trance 08. Purified Ego 09. Dream-Evocation 10. Unreality 02. Occultation
Dark is my soul
Morbid are my dreams Demonic thoughts closed in my head! A brutal flash of negative energy crushes throughout my mortal frame Illuminated by mental violence I watch the world from above! Occultation...to be heartless Emotions are meaningless I despise your praises of love My will is unbreakable! Occultation...brought deliverance I am what I want to be And when I lay in my darkness You could never reach me! My mind...occultated Wisdom comes from inside In the dark...occult knowledge A question of perspective! Put on your rotten crown of the "creation-lie" And perish in the face of my embodiement!!! After ages in the eternal darkness between the worlds Far away from the astral corpses of a dying race My eyes have learned to see through the reflection The source of light...lies...behind the blinding bright! You believe in moralistic lies While you try to escape from the truth Mass hypnosis!!!...identity denial Confrontated with the silent shadows of solitude Your mind will decay under your constructed neurosis Your injected psychosis! For one cycle I've decided To be a witness of the human senselessness Immortal...and bodiless I travel through space and time! Occultation of my spirit No way back to their dying light!!! 03. Levitation
Never I will fall on that impure floor again
The ground that once was my reality lies now far under me Like water that flows up to heaven I leave the chains of gravitation behind Nothing can hold me back in this infected world I'm on the way into a new sphere I never dreamed my life...I live my dream! 04. Intensification
As I fall, fall down
Down, where I ever want to be In the deepest abyss of my black psyche Where all my different faces become one My thoughts diving into the naked substance of The everflowing stream of my mental energy All I be...deep in me Intensified...and brought to life The abstract structure of my spiritual existence Is a constant growing labyrinth! Der Geist ist der Schlüssel zur Pforte in die Ewigkeit! To master life...I had to be dead To perceive myself...I have to live my dreams To survive this temporal reality I have to pass over all limits To expand my consciousness into infinity I dance with the dead at night And raise my volition to that throne upon the stars! The martyr suffers a thousand deaths Before your eyes...one by one...he dies! For you to learn What you never will understand Ruins of flesh you're damned to rot In the "safety" of your slavestate-mind! I close my eyes and stare into the dark universe inside Where all those shadows of myself flow together into deepest black Intensify...all of me...what I am...in my dreams In me I found peace across the horizon With the wind my mind is travelling To the source in the afterlife where the sleeping in me awakes to life! A black hole opens in my subconsciousness The gate into a mental world Where reality is just a remembrance! All is forgiven All is forgotten In the bittersweet solitude in here No more fear...all grief is gone Now I have returned...returned to myself Back to where I am...and where I ever was In those dark places...my words will be heard By the deafening silence of the night A more attentive listener than every human ear All answers are given by myself! Hear my voice The tongue of cries! Intensification Into the ocean of my soul Underwater I will breath and live on! The old god lies dying in the bleeding heart of mankind All beauty fades under their impure feet You think you can submit everyone and everything So look into my eyes and see the downfall of your materialistic dreams! As I die...die alone Leave this world forever All those senseless tragedies Of this unnecessary, mortal world Are left far behind And I'm on my way...now I'm free! 06. Concentric Trance
The uniqueness of my fantasy created the impossible
My imagination leaves the transistoriness of reality! "...seit wir Gott abgeschafft haben, haben wir nur noch Unsselbst um den sinnlosen Horror des Lebens zu klären!" The exstatic flood is unleashed Endorphyns are flowing over My neurological basement See my black aura shine! As I push my concentration Into the centre of my subconscious universe! Concentric trance Through the crimson river I swim All doubts are left behind! Abstract intoxication My consciousness is open wide The final horizon has fallen! What could you reach with your intelligence When you don't know how to use it? Confused by your own heretical doctrines You run into the fatality of believing! Black holes in my remembrance In which my childhood is lost I've washed away all those unnecessary pictures Of my past lives! Of my past lives! I've cleaned my mind from all of what I've learned from you In the forgotten phases of my existence Your "sanity" is nothing I ever wanted Thinking...the principle of existence Mental moving...my soul is brought into life! Thoughts inspired by blue clouds of mystic smoke Distant realities near before my eyes Unlogic created the human ways of life My destiny is independent from those lies you see as a sense! Soulless zombies... rotten alive!!!! Concentric trance Insanity as a cure from the "sickness humanity" The divine immunity of my obscure intellect Far beyond on the other side of normality I've found illumination in myself! 08. Purified Ego
I am the god which needs no believers
The master without slaves In a lifeless winterland Beyond all those ridiculous tragedies Which made a human life Genetic, human nothingness! The mystification of death and what's behind Is symbolized in the depth of my soul YOUR PHANTASMAGORIA COULDN'T FEAR ME ANYMORE DEATH IS THE FINISHING OF MY FLESH! I've pulled myself out of that unclean sea Of senseless emotions you call humanity! THE ESSENTIAL RESTLESSNESS OF MY THOUGHTS KEEPS MY SPIRIT FOREVER ALIVE!!!!! FOREVER DEAD...DEAD AND ALIVE!!! I've enjoyed the burning pain inside Destructive flames of self-perception I know all the bitterness And tears of a tormented soul Falling into my innerself In my ancient immortal soul! The flickering candles of your insignificant lives Will be blown out by the upcoming storms of chaos THE LONG FORETOLD ARMAGEDDON IS AT HAND!!!! ALMIGHTY CHAOS...DELIVER US FROM ORDER!!!! My alert mind penetrates the substance of my subliminal dreamworld On the wings of my imagination I travel to a place where only I could be Where fantasy is reality I walk through the unbreakable mirror of life and become one with myself! PURIFIED EGO I'm the lord of my decisions None else can stand above me PURIFICATION To resist your spider love in union They lost themselves! Your future is the golden cage In which a bird never learns to fly Like in an open book I can read in The weak, mutilated remains of your collected spirit Useless words of pain and suffering In your wounds I crawl To discover all those harmful beliefs From which you consist of! The lightless flame of illumination Burns through the infinte labyrinth of my lunatic mind IN MY HELL I BURN...BURN ALONE Bloodshot lines under my eyes To read about those dark experiences In the unknown dimensions Of an insane mind A neverending ego-trip on the deadline Without return! 09. Dream-Evocation
I am dreaming but I'm awake
The dreamworld I've called arises from deep within I am dead and sleeping...but still alive I take a long deep breath And watch strange clouds drifting to a new horizon An unknown world Created by the everdreaming in me Behind the walls of sleep I saw the unbelievable Never I will return to that senseless life behind This dream is now my reality!!!!! 10. Unreality
At the edge of that mortal daylight
A plague that I despise Behind the black curtain of the night In the darkness where all human fears have their source And nightmares awake to torture the sleeping with their "sins" Reality is never what it seems to be! The golden emperor is rising again My hatred will be yours until the eternal darkness Of the universe will take your place again! Children of the sun Your god will soon end your imperfection Mankind's history will fall into oblivion when no one is left to remember! In the night where unreality lives The world of shadows obscure the land In the night my spirit stand above the weak humanity And all of their written and unwritten laws! I've dedicated my life to the darkside Here, where the worldly eyes are useless My spiritual eyes can see the invisible! Burned-out fleshghosts of the light-order My traumatic world will forever be! A dismal riddle for you! Insanity can never be shared!!!! I raise my head to the mesmerizing, pale moon As a god I awake in a dream of life Where the sun never shines lies eternity Inside those walls of flesh you see as me! And when I lying there...dead for you Dead for your unknowing eyes My soul travels over lands Which no human feet have ever touched! Philosophy of the night Wordless and silent Independence of solitude The identity of "evil" Through the unyielding will to self-realisation I've created my destiny for this life-cycle! I've entered the infinite realm of the night On the opposite side of the daylight world Where no light has ever beared reality I am waiting for the final eclipse of the sun! Obscurity Heaven fades to black Nightfall My shadow awakes to life The darkness is mine eternally! The occult mysteries of the endless cosmic night Will be forever, forever hidden from your unworthy eyes!!! |