In This Moment - Black Widow lyrics
Tracks 01. The Infection
02. Sex Metal Barbie 03. Big Bad Wolf 04. Dirty Pretty 05. Black Widow 06. Sexual Hallucination 07. Sick Like Me 08. Bloody Creature Poster Girl 09. The Fighter 10. Bones 11. Natural Born Sinner 12. Into The Darkness 13. Out Of Hell 01. The Infection Music by Maria Brink, Kevin Churko, Chris Howorth
Instrumental.
02. Sex Metal Barbie Music by Brink, Churko, Howorth
Excuse me can you tell me what you've heard about my life
Maybe a dirty little fairy tale, a girl of the night I heard that I grew up filthy, a trailer park queen Drop out pregnant statistical teen I know you heard about the bloody knife About my daddy's perfect virgin and my mother's wife You know I heard I don't belong in this game Still you hold your hands in the air screaming my name Let's go Baby go ahead I'll be your hatred and your pain This is killing us all I don't care if I fall We're the dying, we are the damned Baby go ahead I'll be the villain you can blame I'll be the belle of the brawl Be the lust in us all I'm the diva of the damned I know I don't belong in this scene Sex Metal Barbie, Homicidal Queen Excuse me can you tell me the worst thing you've heard about me Maybe that I'm a little harlot homicidal queen You know I heard that I don't belong in this scene Sex, Metal, Barbie, Whore, Attention Fiend You know I heard that I'm a haters dream Low class, White Trash - I'm so obscene You know I heard that I should be ashamed Still you hold your fists in the air screaming my name Baby go ahead I'll be your hatred and your pain This is killing us all I don't care if I fall We're the dying, we are the damned Baby go ahead I'll be the villain you can blame I'll be the belle of the brawl Be the lust in us all I'm the diva of the damned I know I don't belong in this scene Sex Metal Barbie, Homicidal Queen 03. Big Bad Wolf Music by Brink, Churko, Howorth
Even in these chains, you can't stop me.
Even in these chains, you can't stop me. Even in these chains, you can't stop me. Even in these chains, you can't stop me! Once upon a time There was a nasty, little piggy filled with pride and greed Once upon a time There was an evil, little piggy typical disease You see this little pig is slowly becoming my own worst enemy. You see this evil pig she's a blood, blood, blood sucking part of me Everywhere I go, you go along with me (she said) Everything you get, is all because of me (I said) Everything I do, you do along with me (she said) No matter where you run, you cannot hide from me She's got a hold on me Maybe she is just what they want me to be Even in these chains, you can't stop me. Even in these chains, you can't stop me! Pig, pig! Would you let me in? Pig, pig! Would you let me in? Pig, pig! I've been everywhere that you've been Now I've got nothing to lose and everything to win Pig, pig! Would you let me in? Pig, pig! Would you let me in? Pig, pig! I'm already under your skin 'Cause I'm the big bad wolf, now let the games begin You see I am the wolf, And this dirty, little piggy lives inside of me. You see every now and then, I forget which one that I want and which one that I need. I have come to realize That both of them have become a necessity I now have come to realize That I become which animal I choose to feed Anything I say you lie along with me. (she said) Every song you sing is all because of me (I said) Anytime I cry you always laugh at me. (she said) No matter what you do you will belong to me She's got a hold on me, Maybe she's just what they want me to be Even in these chains, you can't stop me. Even in these chains, you can't stop me! Pig, pig! Would you let me in? Pig, pig! Would you let me in? Pig, pig! I've been everywhere that you've been Now I've got nothing to lose and everything to win Pig, pig! Would you let me in? Pig, pig! Would you let me in? Pig, pig! I'm already under your skin 'Cause I'm the big bad wolf, now let the games begin Oh man, all these voices I just can't get the fuck out of my head! I can't, I can't, I can't Even with these chains, you can't stop me. Even with these chains, you can't stop me Even with these chains, you can't stop me Even in these chains, you won't break me Even in these chains, you won't stop me Even in these chains, you won't break me Even in these chains, you won't take me Even in these chains, you won't haunt me Pig! Pig! Pig, pig! Stay the fuck, stay the fuck, stay the fuck out of my head! She's got a hold on me, Maybe she is just what they want me to be Even in these chains, you can't stop me. Even in these chains, you can't stop me! Pig, pig! Would you let me in? Pig, pig! Would you let me in? Pig, pig! I've been everywhere that you've been Now I've got nothing to lose and everything to win Pig, pig! Would you let me in? Pig, pig! Would you let me in? Pig, pig! I'm already under your skin 'Cause I'm the big bad wolf, now let the games begin 'Cause I'm the big bad wolf, now let the games begin! 'Cause I'm the big bad wolf, now let the games begin 04. Dirty Pretty Music by Brink, Churko, Howorth
Dirty pretty [repeating]
Mirror mirror on the wall Who's the fairest of them all? Tell me I'm the perfect queen Mirror mirror in my hand Who's the fairest in the land? Are they lining up for me? Turn it on, tune it in, let it out Turn it on, tune it in Maybe I am not all that I've learned Close your eyes, and you twist and you turn I know I am more than they see I'm everything, everything is me I won't be what you want me to be You fit your part in vanity I don't want to be your dirty pretty Turn it on, tune it in, let it out Turn it on, tune it in, let it out Mirror mirror unleash your tongue Am I too old, am I too young? Am I worthy of thy love? Mirror mirror, you're so vain Would you sell yourself for fame? Are you the vulture, or are you the dove? [Chorus] I won't close my eyes, like you want me to I am wild and free, I am untamable... I'm more than you'll ever see More than just your dirty pretty Maybe I am not all that I've learned Close your eyes, and you twist and you turn I know I am more than they see I'm everything, everything is me I won't be what you want me to be You fit your part in vanity I don't want to be your dirty pretty 05. Black Widow Music by Brink, Churko, Howorth
[TV playing:] (Yes the dangerous black widow is to be approached with caution, as the black widow's bite can cause death. The black widow is easily recognized buy her coal black body and red hourglass marking. She encases her victims with silk, and then kills with poison from her fangs. The male spider is not considered to be dangerous)
Dangerous... Hey lady killa, come right in It's time for you, let the show begin You're so pretty, dripping sin (You feelin' it? You feelin' it?) Your eyes are screaming, I take the stage A fatal dance, a primal rage You pray for me, unlock the cage (You feelin' it? You feelin' it?) I think you ready, you want a show? You wanna hear me? Good to go (Eat the male. Kill. Eat the male.) I think you ready, you want a show? You wanna hear me? Good to go Love me 'til you're dead, I will not forget You'll still love me dead or alive (dead or alive, dead or alive) Love me 'til you're dead, this is what you get You'll still love me, dead or alive (dead or alive, dead or alive) (I-I- you feelin' it?) So here we are, make your move We're going mad, I'll help our groove You want control, I disapprove (I-I- you feelin' it?) So watch me close, as I unveil I'm stripping down, your face is pale You are the heart, I am the nail (I-I- you feellin' it? You feelin' it?) I think you ready, you want a show? You wanna hear me? Good to go (Kills with poison, kills with poison) I think you ready, you want a show? You wanna hear me? Good to go Love me 'til you're dead, You will not forget You'll still love me dead or alive (dead or alive, dead or alive) Love me 'til you're dead, this is what you get You'll still love me, dead or alive (dead or alive, dead or alive) (is dangerous. The black widow is dangerous, will readily attack several times) Love me 'til you're dead, this is what you get You'll still love me, dead or alive (dead or alive, dead or alive) Love me 'til you're dead, this is what you get You'll still love me, dead or alive (dead or alive, dead or alive) (the black widow is dangerous. 12 times) (man has much to learn) 06. Sexual Hallucination Music by Brink, Churko, Howorth
[feat. Brent Smith]
Red lips, a sinister tongue (I'll taste you until I can't) Our trip has just begun (I'll fly with you 'til the end) Psychotic voice (You are in my veins now) And there's no denying (There's no denying) As we both burst into flames (You'll come down) There's no coming down (Higher ground) Floating over ground (Out of body) Out of body Inner mind (I'm your slave) This is what I crave I'm lost, I'm saved It's my obsession, possession began (Physical, psychical, illumination) Intoxication, fascination sets in (Mystical, sexual hallucination) Sexual (hallucination) Sexual hallucination You watch me come undone (It makes me want you more) I'm crawling into the unknown (I'll follow you to the core) I feel like I'm dying (I'm right beside you) You whisper, "We're flying." (There's no denying) We both converge as one (Don't come down) There's no coming down (Higher ground) We're floating over ground (Out of body) Out of body Inner mind (I'm your slave) This is what I crave I'm lost, I'm saved It's my obsession, possession began (Physical, psychical, illumination) Intoxication, fascination sets in (Mystical, sexual hallucination) Sexual (hallucination) Sexual (hallucination) Sexual hallucination (I can barely breathe) I can barely breathe (I can barely move) I can barely move (I can barely) separate (me from) you This is what I crave To be your slave Red lips, sinister tongue It's my obsession, possession began (Physical, psychical, illumination) Intoxication, fascination sets in (Mystical, sexual, hallucination) Sexual (hallucination) Sexual (hallucination) Sexual hallucination 07. Sick Like Me Music by Brink, Churko, Howorth, Mitchell Ray Marlow
Is it sick of me
To need control of you? Is it sick to make You beg the way I do? Is it sick of me To want you crawling on your knees? Is it sick to say I want you biting down on me Are you sick like me? Am I beautiful, As I tear you to pieces? Am I beautiful? Even at my ugliest, you always say I'm beautiful As you tear me to pieces You are beautiful Even at your ugliest, I always say... You're beautiful and sick like me Is it sick of me To feed the animal in you? Is it sick to say I tease the hunter like I do? Is it sick of me To watch the wicked way you thrill? Is it sick to say That I live to break your will Are you sick like me? Am I beautiful As I tear you to pieces? I am beautiful? Even at my ugliest, you always say I'm beautiful As you tear me to pieces You are beautiful Even at your ugliest, I always say You're beautiful and sick like me Am I beautiful As I tear you to pieces? I am beautiful Even at my ugliest, you always say I'm beautiful As I tear you to pieces You are beautiful Even at your ugliest, I always say You're beautiful and sick like me 08. Bloody Creature Poster Girl Music by Brink, Kane Churko, Howorth
Some girls like diamonds
Smother them with fancy things They hunger for the taste of glamor and waste Rotten furs and murderous rings You see sweetheart's need their prince's Flattery and filthy pearls Barbie doll misses with their Marilyn kisses The original material girl But I'm not like those other dames, baby I'm your Bloody Creature Poster Girl Make you crawl, make you beg, make you plead (Bloody creature poster girl) Make you want, make you hurt, make you bleed (Bloody creature poster girl) So toxic, Psychotic, Chaotic Bloody creature poster girl Make you love, make you cry, make you need Deadly little slasher Fucked up savage sweetheart Bloody Creature Poster Girl Baby, you can keep your diamonds You can burn all your fancy things I hunger for the taste of a painful ache That can survive my wicked sting Darling I don't need no prince's I'm no damsel in distress The only thing I'm needing is for you to be bleeding From my homicidal kiss But, I'm not like those other girls, baby I'm your Bloody Creature Poster Girl Make you crawl, make you beg, make you plead (Bloody creature poster girl) Make you want, make you hurt, make you bleed (Bloody creature poster girl) So toxic, Psychotic, Chaotic Bloody creature poster girl Make you love, make you cry, make you need Deadly little slasher Fucked up savage sweetheart Bloody Creature Poster Girl Your toxic girl Your bloody slasher girl Your savage sweetheart girl (girl) Your bloody creature poster girl Bloody creature poster girl Bloody creature poster girl (I'm your poster girl) Bloody creature poster girl (Your toxic girl) Bloody creature poster girl (Your bloody slasher girl) Bloody creature poster girl It's obviously a girl, girl, girl, girl Bloody creature poster girl Make you crawl, make you beg, make you plead (Bloody creature poster girl) Make you want, make you hurt, make you bleed (Bloody creature poster girl) So toxic, Psychotic, Chaotic Bloody creature poster girl Make you love, make you cry, make you need Deadly little slasher Fucked up savage sweetheart Bloody Creature Poster Girl Your toxic girl Your bloody slasher girl Your savage sweetheart girl (girl) Your bloody creature poster girl (Bloody Creature Poster Girl) (Bloody Creature Poster Girl) (Bloody Creature Poster Girl) 09. The Fighter Music by Brink, Howorth, Churko, Nick Helbling, Michael Spad
I don't need you to save me
I don't need you to cure me I don't need you and your antidote for I am my disease I don't need you to free me I don't need you to help me I don't need you to lead me through the light I will always fall and rise again Your venomous heroine 'Cause I am a survivor Yeah, I am a fighter I will fall and rise above And in your hate I find love 'Cause I'm a survivor Yeah, I am a fighter I will not hide my face I will not fall from grace I'll walk into the fire, baby All my life I was afraid to die And now I come alive inside these flames You don't want me to love you You don't want me to need you You don't want to look at me for you will turn to stone You don't want me to hurt you You don't want me to bite you You don't want me or my aching soul For I will only fall and rise again Your venomous heroine I'm a survivor Yeah, I am a fighter I will fall and rise above And in your hate I find love 'Cause I'm a survivor Yeah, I am a fighter I will not hide my face I will not fall from grace I'll walk into the fire, baby. All my life I was afraid to die But now I come alive inside these flames! I don't need you to save me 'Cause I'm a survivor Yeah, I am a fighter I will not hide my face, I will not fall from grace, I'll walk into the fire, baby All my life I was afraid to die But now I come alive inside these Alive inside these Alive inside these Alive inside these flames. 10. Bones Music by Brink, Churko, Howorth
I've been waiting on my grave
Waiting for you to rescue me, my love Come back from the dead You have a bitter heart And the perfect skull I said love All the hurt I need There's just something about you That feeds the addict in me I promised you that I'd hurt you You are my god You are my soul You are my savior In a devil's robe And I can't exist without you I can't exist without you You are my drug My miracle You are my cure In this infected world And I can't do this without you I'm dying here without you I wanna lie with your bones forever Smear my lipstick across my face Wipe off all these lies for me, my love Don't need what you see Kiss my wrists You're killing me You're my pill You're everything I need I'm running circles around you Your skin is under my nails I don't belong here without you You are my god You are my soul You are my savior In a devil's robe And I can't exist without you I can't exist without you You are my soul My miracle You are my drug In this infected world And I can't do this without you I'm dying here without you I wanna lie with your bones forever You are my star I'm in your veins You're all I have I serenade your name Now you can't exist without me You are my god You are my god You are my soul You are my savior In a devil's robe And I can't exist without you I can't exist without you You are my drug My miracle You are my cure In this infected world And I can't do this without you I'm dying here without you I wanna lie with your bones forever... 11. Natural Born Sinner Music by Brink, Churko, Howorth
"So when they continued asking him
He lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her" Listen closely, to what I'm about to say I think I've heard just about enough of your hypocritical ways Don't try to stop me now Don't you make a sound You've built yourself up oh so high just to tear me down I'm so tired of you telling me How to live and what I should not be And I'm so tired of you telling me What to do and what I don't believe And after all that you're telling me Why is there hate and only you can see And I'm so sick of you telling me that I will burn That I will not be free This is my song My red crusade What will I say? What will I do? Maybe it's fear that leads your rage Maybe you're me and I am you So go ahead and point your fingers Tell me who to love is it him or her? When will you see this is a way, I'm a S-I-N-N-E-R Natural born sinner I'm not gonna change Stay out of my way I don't need you to understand That I'm already saved Maybe you should stop, question all your pain Can you look me in my eyes and say we're not the same? Did you really think by pushing me I would become what you want me to be? And did you really think by hurting me I'd open up and just hand you the key? I know you're scared and don't understand This is my life, this is who I am What I do know is come Judgement Day Before the Lord can you say the same? This is my song My red crusade What will I say? What will I do? Maybe it's fear that leads your rage Maybe you're me and I am you So go ahead and point your fingers Tell me who to love is it him or her? When will you see this is way, I'm a S-I-N-N-E-R S-I-N-N-E-R So go ahead and point your fingers I'll love who I want, whether him or her When will you see that god made me a S-I-N-N-E-R Natural Born Sinner SO GO AHEAD AND POINT! S-I-N-N-E-R S-I-N-N-E-R S-I-N-N-E-R S-I-N-N-E-R S-I-N-N-E-R S-I-N-N-E-R S-I-N-N-E-R Natural Born Sinner So go ahead and point your fingers Tell me who to love is it him or her? When will you see this is a way, I'm a S-I-N-N-E-R S-I-N-N-E-R So go ahead and point your fingers I'll love who I want, whether him or her When will you see that god made me a S-I-N-N-E-R Natural Born Sinner 12. Into The Darkness Music by Brink, Churko, Howorth
[Male voice:] You repulse me.
[Maria:] I am beautiful. [Male voice:] I hate you. [Maria:] I love you. [Male voice:] How can you even love yourself? [Maria:] I am worthy. [Male voice:] You disgust me. [Maria:] I am pure. [Male voice:] I'm letting you go now. [Maria:] Please don't go. [Male voice:] You'll burn in Hell. [Maria:] I will float to mortality [Male voice:] There is no God. [Maria:] God is inside of me. [Male voice:] No wonder your father left you. [Maria:] He should have protected me. [Male voice:] Just take a closer look. [Maria:] I will not! [Male voice:] You're a whore! [Maria:] I forgive you. 13. Out Of Hell Music by Brink, Churko, Howorth
She's only 16
She has dreams of a girl She thought she'd be in love She thought she'd have the white picket fence Now she stands on the corner She sold herself to the streets When the world gave up on her She gave up on herself She said, can anybody hear me? She said, does anybody care? As the monster pulls up slowly He asks her how much she is (You are worthless) (Sweetheart you're worthless) He's only 15 The world is passing him by His father killed his mother And drugs took over his life Now he sleeps on the corner The streets become his home When the world gave up on him He gave up on himself He said, Is anybody out there? Does anybody care? The hopelessness is rising There is only so much one can bear I said, you are not alone I'm standing by your side I walk with you through hell I walk with you tonight We are the forgotten That nobody wants to face Together we can rise Let's climb out of hell You are not forgotten I am standing by your side Your struggle makes you beautiful Out of Hell we will climb |