Reflecting, on my ambitions
The mirror, of the deepest visions
Always, to dwell into thoughts
Into depths of my own mind
Nightmares, of what I would think
Long thoughts in which I cannot link
My dream becomes my nightmare
And then I'll know what pain truly is

The innocence was taken away from me
And my happiness just could never be
The silence, I feel it everyday
And my life will slowly fade away

The envy, of my own nightmares
To live a life that is without prayers
Praising, the life of my anguish
It is something I won't relinquish
In the madness, of my own thought
Of everything that I could have fought
Is this a dream or nightmare?
And the silence is what it truly is

The innocence was taken away from me
And my happiness just could never be
The silence, I feel it everyday
And my life will slowly fade away

Again with the darkfall in the sky
And the clouds of night are coming
And then, I'll go into the dark and try
To lengthen this feeling
Only way to feel a relief
Is to continue my blind belief and live this feeling
I'll destroy all my own self esteem
It is just so understanding.

Drinking away with the beauty
I fall away indefinitely
I'm out in the rain.
And I'm always living so anxiously
There is nothing else I'd ever be
I'm out in the rain.

Fill my emptiness again
Like another gasp of oxygen
And having to live with a life like this
I will always wish for another kiss
And blaming everything on me
Depression is my way to be free in the deep sea
Of the drink to find how lost I am
Lost in the faded lines in the sand

Drinking away with the beauty
I fall away indefinitely
So I'm out in the rain
And I'm always living so anxiously
There is nothing else I could ever be
I'm out in the rain.

Everything within my life has got a hold of me
I tried to do my best to live my life so happily
And the shadows would take me away everytime I would ever lie
Everything I did in life was faded and was left to die

Dying from trying to fly away
Reflection from the dark, dividing all you see

I have fallen forever
And forgotten in this endeavor
I wanted to live forever
Happiness is only to remember

Whispers from my astral mind colour my destiny
Cloudy paths before me close my mind eternally
Foreshadows of my own fate approaches from within
Death has found a way to reach me in the coldest winds

Dying from trying to fly away
Reflection from the dark, dividing all you see

I have fallen forever
And forgotten in this endeavor
I wanted to live forever
Happiness is only to remember

I look, to the past, to see, what has become of me
I, think of, what I, should've done to be free
But I, realize,that no one, can change reality
It is, something, that we will live infinitely
All, that is, is gone, and forgotten
Memories, of a time, we had, until the end
To live, I must, go on, to save my own dreams
To find, the will, to live, is what it seems

All is forgotten
I'm now the past
And all is forgotten
I'm now the past and I'm gone

Far away, from your, real ambition
It is, outside, of your, own perception
Obscure, illusions, of what, you can trust
Hold on, to your, last breath, do what you must
Being, diminished, without, realising it
Fading, into, the darkness, you must stop it
You, cannot, control, the end of it all
Struck down, to crawl, live your downfall

All is forgotten
I'm now the past
And all is forgotten
I'm now the past and I'm gone

Have you ever been in a dream?
It is a world to see
It'll bring your mind to become reality
Have you ever felt that feeling?
When your heart burns to tears
You will always feel it, endlessly

The sun goes down, and the dream can be found
Welcome yourself to what you desire
So go and buy the dream of a liar
And fill your mind with the fire

As the dream comes to pass you by
Reality will become a lie

Feel the need to become one with the dreams
As nothing is what it seems
Go out and drain away your life to the need
Thirst in which you must feed

As the dream comes to pass you by
Reality will become a lie
And as your trip has now passed you by
To reality you must say goodbye

Time it fades from you
Maybe we'll find a way to truth

Starlit skies that twist your mind
And with your eyes there's hope you'll find

Only with the stars and shadows
Will your dreams become alive
And in time, will you see, through to infinity

Draining and aging til you die
Time it fades your hope

Starlit skies that twist your mind
And with your eyes there's hope you'll find
Without dismay,everything is mine
But dreams drift away, like rivers in time

Only with the stars and shadows
Will your dreams become alive
And in time, will you see, through to infinity
And with time
Will you see, the true being in me
Forever to be found eternally

Forever lost into the pain
Changing my soul into rain
Trapped in search of unity, deep in me, I'll drift my life away

I want you to know I am here
But I will fade away from you
Like stars in the sky, that cry silver dust in the night, I'll drift away eternally

In the first day the stars fell, light in the sky
I wanted all to become true
I had it all, deep in the blue
I want to know where you've been, forever

Life was not for me, I tried, but we're alone
In this life that could not be, I tried without you

When I became in love, insanity
I dwelled so far into depression
I had it all, you know it's true
Death has become a part of me

Life was not for me, I tried, but we're alone
In this life that could not be, I tried

But I could never see (could never see), my life to end so happily
I could never be, forever free (forever free), in my own dreams with you

With my curse within, I feel the fallacy
A life that could never be my fantasy
That ripped me apart
Burdened with the pain of my own agony
Fall into the rivers of my own destiny
Drown this pain from me

A destiny
Is set for me
My dreams will never be
For eternity
I'll be set free
With this curse, I'll die

Walking on the path of the darkness
My life will come to end and it's hopeless
So I'm fading away from you
Born into a life of endless pain
There is nothing to live for nor to gain
Burn my lights into ashes

A destiny
Is set for me
My dreams will never be
For eternity
I'll be set free
With this curse, I will die