Stalking the graveyard by the waning of day
My fingers trace her name, etched within the grey
The smell of old graves reminds me of all I've lost
The smell of old graves reflecting my own heart
And I crawl here
Still searching for your love among the rot

Waiting on the dam to break
And the floods of you to return
My hopeless heart holding on to the hand of a corpse
Worse than alone
Heart of stone
Nothing to shield me from your cold
Love left bleeding to death
When I think of you all I see is them
Four years
Three words
One moment to kill it all
Waiting on the dam to break
And the floods of you to return
My hopeless heart holding on to the hand of a corpse
Worse than alone

Back to the dark
To the beginning of this curse
Where bats swarm and insects nest in brittle bones
Where ravens cry that haunted song
Under the coldest moon and the blackest sky
Here it is forever night
I am home

Assisted suicide is you telling me it's going to be okay

By the falling hammer
By the glint in the razor's edge
By the cold embrace of the rope
Oh death incarnate, I lay this burden to rest
Come home now
To the only world where you belong
Under the cyclopean shadow of the winter moon
As if sorrow were wings and death a doorway
Here in this land of heartache you alone are king
Noose man

I'm fucked
Forever fucked
In love with you
In love with suffering
In love with what won't love me back

My days are filled with old ghosts and new regrets
Each breath, my torture song
And it goes...it goes suffering on
As I'm sinking
As I'm searching for your light in the wreckage of you and I
There's no peace for me
Here we lie
On the rotted wings of ruined angels
My greatest love
My greatest war
So kiss me again as we run from our forever
When these wounded roads converge
And we crash into the hell of each other
The hell that is home
The hell in my heart
Burn forever in my arms
Goodnight

You torture me
In the coldest days
While I was seeking your light on the sinking horizon
Chasing that waning emptiness
I am a fool
As I found nothing but a reason to curse my fate and despise your name
These heartstrings set ablaze
As I found the real you within a reflection on a tear stained mirror
Now just searching for a place to be alone
A casket to call home
I loved you