I need you like salt on the wound
When the trauma and the shame unfolds upon heavy wings
With the distance and separation of long past highways
I'd die for those words, dear
When you said you'd be there
I want those roads again
I want that youth to stay
I want our dreams to come true
But only these cold hands have found me at the far end of this bitter noose
Just destined to lose
A bound and broken man
Strangled by the loss of each fucking day without you
Losing friends
Losing myself
Losing it all
And still you just don't fucking care
Say it
Those words I want to hear
You're relieved and you never fucking wanted this anyway
Tell me...
And just fucking walk away

I live in Hell
Atop heart break's throne
These thoughts of you come crashing down
Another winter here alone
I can see it coming in the clairvoyance of wiped out elms
I can feel it in these fragile bones
How we grow older and ever farther
These two lovers
Crushed in God's hands together
How we fly on broken wings back to one another
Somewhere in this mass grave that love has become, there is a coffin built for two
Somewhere in my frozen hive, there is a tomb for me and you
Look for me upon heart break's throne
My crown
These thoughts of you
My kingdom
Another winter here alone