Anopheli - The Ache Of Want lyrics
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01. Awoken
Teeth clenched in the sour
glut of copper
extinguished where
light dare not tread
clutched is the fading
delusions of safety
that I might wake to
find the glare of livid day
again he awaits
the ravening veneer
of wrinkled white
the cowl of Pompeii soot
the rancour of black death
yersinia Pestis
bubonic entrance
of my nightly scourge
he bows with gristle creak
a grin beneath his beak
undulation of
bone and skin
seeping digits delve within
seeking the marrow of felicity
medieval curlicue
serifs black inflection
danse macabre
palaeography
a mockery of script
the rigour garb of
acheron, leaden
sleep anoints him
shall we begin?
the malignancy
bows and gestures on
his sanctum shrouds
I have no choice
no argument
for the dark entices
alluring truths
seeping digits dwell within
seeking the marrow of felicity
follow me
02. Acts Of Man
I can show you
the stain of mans ambition
in the excrement of trenches
in the stench of entrails
in the trembling hands
of frightened pawns with guns
frigid in their urine fortune
of graves already dug
where wounds would cease to fester
and life clung to corpses
this irrepressible
pointless triumph
in the wreak of gangrene
in the bogs of sepsis
life sought refuge
amongst the bodies dead
why is the engine of you
comprised of toiling innocence
wrung for the oils in your
lamps, to grease your bayonets?
flesh for fresh munitions
the trade seems ever in your favour
the mauve bruise limbs offer
under sodden woollen sleeves
I can see the flutter cadence
animate life amongst pinguid ribs
the yearn from chasmal sleep
steeped in slurry pall
you hope to preserve
the tallow of you
irrational lines
demarcating
that which is worthy of living
that which is worthy of nothing
the chronology
is never sacred
the vagrant drag
is ever close
It will come
for your chalice empty
for the altar piece
asking of you for everything
Your proboscis seeks nectar
purulent leak of ages
the red of rust on shackles
in the bowels of sinless men
on the trail of tears
in the soiled blankets
you will find uncountable
marks of the guilty
you cannot possibly know
the dark that resides in man
I promise you, I can
appoint blame with accuracy
the wrongs of antiquity
it is apology you seek
The twine of binding atrocities?
The nod to our failings?
pantheon of excuses
patsy for the errant cough
we teach the young to splutter
to choke on our choices
you will open chests
amongst organs the fat
will cling and reminisce
every stolen meal
It will fondly court
and savour each flavour
and smile without guilt
at the mouth it took it from
03. Squanderer
The desires of self
enshrined from naked cell
the single combatant
drowned its kin
I am confused
that you chose to divide
in primordial brine
god and man in coitus
I fear you regret
this separation
prized asunder
spent epochs reconciling
spiritual flesh hood
ouroboros sacrifice
at the steps of Tenochtitlan
the debt of life was paid
I have trod the road to Golgotha
saw no lamb on a cross
saw the beguiled peoples
raise the throne above their heads
of a kingdom hewn of
heavens welts and abscesses
seeking recompense
for their transgresses
to ascend this endeavour
through arboreal birth canal
From which the corpse king
Adoni does breach
willingly they held Horus's seed
and fawning disciples plead
for the bleating facsimile
to usher in the end
proffer each cut
each weeping wound
give of ourselves to
the son of sky
baptismal blood of Anup
will wash his head
refuse temptation to live
and lap at his falsities
it is in the needing
the creeping digits
claw each thieving mile
for the virulent word
'I am the way'
they ruck ungraciously
all frenzied flock
to the lowest pit
You should be ashamed
You are perverse
05. Somnambulant
In the collapsing
Jaundiced nova
I perceived
for the first time
a trillion entrances
a trillion exits
all sacred euphonies
of chemical consequence
I was somnambulant
I caught the gust of
matters dark antithesis
and charted courses
I watched worlds torn,
stars extend infernal arms
and hollow mouths devour
galactic calories
I found this orb
aqua marine entrancing
fell deeply in love
with the paradigm of life
to my horror
those dealt its hand
seemed wholly devoted
to its demise
this gift I prized
to know it was harboured
amongst diminished forms
whose love was death
I was Enkidu
made of lifeless clay
I swayed Gilgamesh
of arrogance
I broached conversations
with hirsute philosophers
in Athenian corridors
for want of their reasoning
to glean a notion of regret
yet I saw through epidermis
glimpsed the craving
of lustful supplication
I sought Alexandria
its scrolls held scrawled apology
I scoured millennia
did not find my quarry
the mewling Christ
no longer an only child
as prophet moulds are rendered
and problem siblings cast
with reckless abandon
you decreed usefulness of skin
reductive anatomy
diminished to function
unable to harbour life yourself
jealous you built ovarian prisons
you manufactured gods
to relinquish your blame
raised forests to burn
ancestral graves
enslaved species into
theatres of immolation
In the basement
of a tenement house
bodies interned under floors
in their blood he is risen
In his eyes I have seen
the highest possible bliss
feverish lucidity
a joy so complete
It is in his direful acts
he prized nectar from the gods
he washed in ichor endorphines
Orgasmic flood
congratulations
through sodden holes he has dug
in torsos he has reached
a non corporeal state
for heavens sake alone
he carved a doorway
in the disemboweled
and found the righteous path
06. Trade
Incomprehensible
acts of cruelty
do not surmount
to a wish for death!
In all your travels
has it not occurred to you
that the fatal wound
Is but a consequence?
The will to live
ingrained in all
the abrasive shock
of flight or fight
Fears raw grip
around our stomachs
guides our nerve
we jolt and vomit
We like to think ourselves
ordained in hierarchy
that we self crown
and we bear down
Throwing our weight
the cudgel to and fro
so that everybody knows
where they reside
The woven sticks
bound with the fist
pendulum arm swings
and mesmerises
Chrononaut
deathless patron
whose eyes have seen
our cradle and grave
Yet missed the point
That life only has meaning
when fleeting?
It is the wealth of brevity
Yourself unhindered
Whose meandered path
Has served you endless splendour
Dare to judge us mere trifles?
I judge for I do not know
the graze of sunlight
intimacy of touch
I am but a husk!
I am jealous
pain could be a joyous thing
to that which cannot know
each tense and vital blow
The component of you
Who broods in singularities
With Galileo impetus
you watch inscrutable tides
to bask in stars ejecta
the gloss of lakes of mercury
And yet you crave this
orchestration of meat
that rots from genesis
until epiphanic death bed
I would gladly trade
to know your sight
trade your life
for my lack thereof?
It is an unfair trade
my meagre years
for your endlessness
Yet I am willing
Beneath my cowl hides
fields of Nero's ash
the snap of bone
I am sepulchral
You will inherit
the terrible barrenness
the anguish of unfeeling
a soporous value
Let me take your mask
unload this burden
For death is paralysis
and entropy
Unravel into me
and I into you,
for I now claim you
as my own
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