Motionless In White - Disguise lyrics
Tracks 01. Disguise
02. Headache 03. /c0de 04. Thoughts & Prayers 05. Legacy 06. Undead Ahead 2: The Tale Of The Midnight Ride 07. Holding On To Smoke 08. Another Life 09. Broadcasting From Beyond The Grave: Death Inc. 10. Brand New Numb 11. Catharsis 01. Disguise
Get up, get up!
Fuck! Get out, never get out, never get out, never let go, never let go, never go The spiraling inside my own disguise "This is my design" But we're not here together Mirror, mirror, tell me who you see Am I you or me? I can never remember But you can't hide forever I found myself by losing hope I lost my way to find a home I hid myself to stay alive Now I'm ready to face my disguise Get out, never get out, never get out, never let go, never let go, never go I am locked within the box I built From the inside out Reassured by my doubt I (no) I don't want this fucking (no) codependent vice (no) But desperate measures call for desperate lies Desperate lies! I found myself by losing hope I lost my way to find a home I hid myself to stay alive Now I'm ready to face my disguise Sick of wearing a mask Sick of hiding my face Sick of every motherfucker that is in my way Sick of digging for answers While you bury the truth Fuck your method to my sadness, I will bury you Dig! Dig! I will not become a figure of my mistakes I will not become the mask, fear is not my fate You can't turn down anger, you can't silence pain You will not put out the fire that burns in me That burns in me! I sold my soul to my disguise I hid myself to stay alive I found myself by losing hope I lost my way to find a home I hid myself to spite my eyes I was losing myself in my disguise Fear I follow Safe in sorrow (In my disguise) Time I borrowed I'm ready to face my disguise Get out, never get out, never get out, never let go, never let go, never go Get out, never get out, never get out, never let go, never let go, never go 02. Headache
Some days I'm narcissistic, some days I'm in my way
Some days I try to sleep with pins and needles in my brain Some days I feel sadistic, a portrait of my pain Some days I live in fear that I am every fucking thing I hate Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Follow me down Under the skin I am doubt Feeding the flies in my mouth Through my eyes I know that I'm gonna be fine Some days I feel addictive, some days I feel alone Some days I fear the worst in me is the best you'll ever know Some days I feel the static with everyone I know Some days I feel like I just want to slit a motherfucker's throat Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Follow me down Under the skin I am doubt Feeding the flies in my mouth Through my eyes I know that I'm gonna be fine Swallow the pain Selling my sorrow for shame Sanity circles the drain With a smile I swear that I'm gonna be fine I know that I'm gonna be fine I know that I'm gonna be fine I know that I'm gonna be fine Oh God, am I gonna be fine? Bright lights, am I dead or alive? Someone say I'm not losing my mind I made a deal with the devil inside Oh God, I'm gonna be fine (Go!) Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up (Go!) Shut up, shut up, shut up (Go!) Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up (Go!) Shut up, shut up, shut up Decay and follow me down Under the skin I am doubt Feeding the flies in my mouth Through my eyes I know that I'm gonna be fine Swallow the pain Selling my sorrow for shame Sanity circles the drain With a smile I swear that I'm gonna be fine 03. /c0de
Everything you know in the focus
Live in the moment Don't have to question why Listen to the sound of the virus You can't deny this Get up and amplify I want it all The chemical The fix that makes me feel Like I overdose in stereo And lose control of "real" (I can't believe it's real) Of one mind, of one soul We unite to write our code So bleed your message at the tone 'Cause we don't have to feel alone Feel alone Let's get this fire started Let's get this fire started Everything you know in the focus Live in the moment Don't have to question why Listen to the sound of the virus You can't deny this Get up and amplify Between the grey We medicate In hypnotic unity And between the notes We surrender the host And become the energy Of one mind, of one soul We unite to write our code So bleed your message at the tone 'Cause we don't have to feel alone More than ones and zeros Overriding all we know Redefining the unknown on my own Melodic overdose In you I heard a sign Screaming from in the shadows Emotions intertwined Emotions intertwined Of one mind and of one soul We unite to write our code So bleed your message at the tone 'Cause we don't have to feel alone And of one mind, of one soul We unite to write our code 'Cause in the company of hope We don't have to feel alone Feel alone Feel alone Feel alone Let's get this fire started Let's get this fire started Everything you know in the focus Live in the moment Don't have to question why Listen to the sound of the virus You can't deny this Get up and amplify 04. Thoughts & Prayers
Fuck!
I don't want this, I don't need this I don't give a single fuck about your thoughts and prayers Salvation in destruction And I am the apostle of pain There's more money in tragedy, and more net worth in self pity So you're doubling down inside of your screen Hiding behind attention you seek There's nowhere left for you to hide the bodies! Don't pray for me, when you're the one to blame Don't think of me, when you go up in flames Don't pray for me when you're the one enslaved No miracles, just fantasy So spare me your pity symphony Wake up and get up off your knees Handcuffed by Sunday fallacy Crucify the saint in your soul An addict for plaudit you get your crucifix! Don't pray for me, when you're the one to blame Don't think of me, when you go up in flames Don't pray for me when you're the one enslaved Don't wish me well, in your fantasy Don't pray for me You know the dead can't hear you The holy well is dry So when you face the truth Open your fuckin' eyes! Preying on the violence You fabricate a script Preaching to fill your pockets But your god is counterfeit You love to play the victim Can I get an amen? Yet you canonize yourself While you wear this crown of shit! Don't pray for me, when you're the one to blame Don't think of me, when you go up in flames Don't pray for me when you're the one enslaved No miracles, just fantasy You get what you pray for You don't get anything playing the part when it's insincere So give up the pain, give up the game Just give up the holy ghost You won't get what you pray for, won't get what you pray for Won't get what you pray for! Fuck! 05. Legacy
Forged in blood, etched in bone
The sacrifice, the war we know I can feel it in my veins Laced with gold but rich with pain Do you want it? Die for it Nothing is ever given till you work for it The choices that we make Echo eternity I'm not afraid to stand up, fists up Never gonna give up I'm lightning, no fear, just adrenaline Jet black, heart attack Thunder for a soundtrack (Whoa-oh-oh, whoa) (Hey!) What kind of scars will you leave? (Hey!) What kind of blood will you bleed? (Hey!) When fear sets the stage for defeat (Hey!) What will your legacy be? The darkest nights, the bitter cold Live or die, our truth be told I can hear it in my chains A requiem for better days I will fear not my death or destiny Because death fears me I'm not afraid to stand up, fists up Never gonna give up I'm lightning, no fear, just adrenaline Jet black, heart attack Thunder for a soundtrack (Whoa-oh-oh, whoa) (Hey!) What kind of scars will you leave? (Hey!) What kind of blood will you bleed? (Hey!) When fear sets the stage for defeat (Hey!) What will your legacy be? What will I become? Forsaken or beloved? Too far away to touch What will I become? So everybody stand up, fists up Never gonna give up I'm lightning, no fear, just adrenaline Jet black, heart attack Thunder for a soundtrack (Whoa-oh-oh, whoa) (Hey!) Deep are the scars I will leave (Hey!) Black is the blood I will bleed (Hey!) Yeah, nothing will hide underneath (Hey!) What will my legacy be? 06. Undead Ahead 2: The Tale Of The Midnight Ride
Everyone that you love is dead
Unholy ghost of Crane's delirium Trace the fear of your silhouette You wanted madness?. Undead Ahead Oh how the wind it whispers The moonlit fog ignites With Lucifer as witness The pumpkin rides tonight Crimson coagulates Severed head bouquet Body incomplete Sealer of your fate Crimson calligraphy Written on the trees Creature from the grave, Headless and hellbent for me Line the streets Murder for keeps That's how you play trick or treat with a heart beat Bloody does he, bloody does he storm through the gate way Race the sunset, head for the bridge You cannot kill that which has no soul or life to take The blood of our beloved The Hessian comes to claim Crimson coagulates Severed head bouquet Body incomplete Sealer of your fate Crimson calligraphy Written on the trees Creature from the grave, Headless and hellbent for me The woods, the woods The bridge of souls too far to reach You can't escape Damnation on all hallows eve This place is haunted The woods, the woods The bridge of souls too far to reach You can't escape Damnation on all hallows eve Crimson coagulates Severed head bouquet Body incomplete Sealer of your fate Crimson calligraphy Written on the trees Creature from the grave, Headless and hellbent for me Live or die in the tale of the midnight ride Where reality and superstition collide Close your eyes kiss your dearest Katrina goodbye And beware of the tale, tale of the midnight ride Revenge is cold and their heads will roll Menace in the moonlight 07. Holding On To Smoke
I'm tired of feeling comatose
I've lost the me that I loved most I'm barely holding onto smoke I'm barely holding on to smoke! I'm not addicted but I'm not clean Why do I do this to myself on repeat So disconnected from my own reality Am I man or machine If I give, will you take? As I lie for the taste I just fuck it up As you lap it up (Go!) Through flesh and bone I walk alone (Go!) If I run will I fade away 'Cause I don't wanna leave it behind In all my pride, all my shame I find strength enough to show you I may bend but I won't break 'Cause I define who I Define who I become I miss the me that I have not met Choking in silence on the words left unsaid I feel a sickness for a home I've never been And I exist in black and white but now I'm seeing red I built a shelter in complacency Locked myself in and set fire And threw away the key Too scared to live but I'm afraid to die So am I living or am I just alive? In all my pride, all my shame I find strength enough to show you I may bend but I won't break I define who I who I become 'Cause I'm tired of feeling comatose I've lost the me that I loved most I'm barely holding on to smoke But I'm holding on, I'm holding on Broken! I'm holding on Driven! To right the wrong Silent! Connected yet I feel so separated Fallen! Through flesh and bone Frozen! I stand alone Deafened! In silence the voice remains Behind my eyes, beneath my rage I was struggling to get through Out of time and out of faith I define who I become! In all my pride, all my shame I find strength enough to show you I may bend but I won't break 'Cause I define who I Define who I become 'Cause I'm tired of feeling comatose I've lost the me that I loved most I'm barely holding on to smoke But I'm holding on, I'm holding on I'm tired of being human, tired of being numb I'm waiting for the holy ghost to come So save me from the webs that I have spun I'm holding on, holding on I'm holding on Holding on to smoke! 08. Another Life
If I can't let you go will darkness divide?
For the fiction of love is the truth of our lies We were playing for keeps, but we both knew the cost Now the only way out's in your heart-shaped box But I hate that it seemed you were never enough We were broken and bleeding but never gave up And I hate that I made you the enemy And I hate that your heart was the casualty Now I hate that I need you As we rest here alone like notes on a page The finest to compose could not play our pain With a candle through time I can still see your ghost But I can't close my eyes, for it For it is there where you haunt me most Where you haunt me most I hate that it seemed you were never enough We were broken and bleeding but never gave up And I hope that I sing through your memory As we echo through time in the melody Now I hate that I need you And I hear you now when you said "it hurt But it had to fall, fall apart to work" As I see you now in what's left of me Is it too late to plead insanity? 'Cause I hate that It seemed you were never enough You were broken and bleeding in the name of love And I hope that we meet in another life I hope that we meet in another life I don't hate that I need you I don't hate that I need you I don't hate that I need you 09. Broadcasting From Beyond The Grave: Death Inc.
Good evening
You're listening to Broadcasting from Beyond the Grave Tonight's chilling episode: Death Inc. Ow! Can you hear the bell toll, little scarecrow? Radio-you're burnin' like a star in a black hole Did you get the memo? Pretty typo Romeo Cutting you up like a Van Gogh You're not fucking with us We're not fucking with you So you can fuck yourself And your puppet suit You're the wizard of flaws We've got nothing to lose So you can fuck yourself And your little dog too Yeah you can fuck yourself We've got nothing to prove We are the weirdos In your stereo Disco freak show Death Incorporated We are the weirdos In the microphone Supernatural Death Incorporated From beyond, yeah Don't belong, yeah Turn it on, yeah Death Incorporated From beyond, yeah Don't belong, yeah Turn it on, yeah Death Incorporated Do you feel like a psycho? Dirty needle rodeo Painting your disease like a digital Picasso Feelin' so bad that nobody's gonna need you Spinnin' in your grave but nobody's gonna hear you We are the weirdos In your stereo Disco freak show Death Incorporated We are the weirdos In the microphone Supernatural Death Incorporated Hush little baby, go for a ride We'll take a little trip to the afterlife Hush little baby, bump in the night Demon in the daylight Shadow in the limelight From beyond, yeah Don't belong, yeah Turn it on, yeah Drop the bomb We are the weirdos In your stereo Disco freak show Death Incorporated We are the weirdos In the microphone Supernatural Death Incorporated From beyond, yeah Don't belong, yeah Turn it on, yeah Death Incorporated From beyond, yeah Don't belong, yeah Turn it on, yeah Death Incorporated Let's go! Until next time For more haunting tales of terror and mystery This is Broadcasting from Beyond the Grave Who's the boss now? Who? 10. Brand New Numb
("I'm tryna fuckin' record this")
("Sorry") I've got a shotgun tongue And tick like a time bomb All black everything I've got a switchblade wit That cuts like a bitch And I think you two should meet I wanna break free from my humanity I wanna release the animal in me B-b-b-break free [from] your curiosity You're gonna give me what I need I've got blood on my hands, no guilt on my conscience The war in your path, the "sex in your violence" All of my flaws, I wear 'em with honor A purple heartbreak for all we've suffered I am the enemy I am the enemy I am the enemy Here to save the day I'll be the enemy E-e-e-enemy I'll be the enemy Enemy, enemy I got a brand new I got a brand new I got a brand new Brand new numb I'm in your blind-spot, God while I get your rocks off, worship to the beat I wanna thank you, come again, that was great, do you need a receipt? I wanna break free from my humanity I wanna release the darker side of me B-b-b-break free [from] your curiosity You're gonna give me what I need Yeah I've still got blood on my hands, no guilt on my conscience The war in your path, the "sex in your violence" All of my flaws, I wear 'em with honor A purple heartbreak for all we've suffered I am the enemy I am the enemy I am the enemy Here to save the day I'll be the enemy E-e-e-enemy I'll be the enemy Enemy, enemy I got a brand new I got a brand new I got a brand new Brand new numb I got a brand new I got a brand new I got a brand new Brand new numb Give me liberty or death Charge me more and pay me less I said give me liberty or death Ah fuck it, just give me death (Let's go! Yeah!) This one's for the underdogs I've got blood on my hands, no guilt on my conscience The war in your path, your mind is the target All of my flaws, I wear 'em with honor A purple heartbreak for all we've suffered I am the enemy I am the enemy I am the enemy Brand new numb I'll be the enemy E-e-e-enemy I'll be the enemy Brand new numb! 11. Catharsis
Catharsis, in darkness
When you can't seem to feel a thing The absence, that haunts you Won't hurt much longer Catharsis, in darkness When you can't seem to feel a thing The absence, that haunts you Won't hurt much longer This feelings getting a bit harder to control A place to feel completed or a place to be alone The rhythm of rebellion from the rattle in your bones A sonic liberation, salvation in your headphones Darkest disguise Leave it at the door Bright lights divine (Leave your body on the floor) Catharsis, in darkness When you can't seem to feel a thing The absence, that haunts you Won't hurt much longer Stand in the shadows, entertaining the unknown The words I always needed like I wrote them on my own I sing for absolution, for the cleansing of my soul Narcotic is the beating of our hearts to the tempo Holding through time Leave it at the door Bright lights divine (Leave your body on the floor) Catharsis, in darkness When you can't seem to feel a thing The absence, that haunts you Won't hurt much longer (Woah...) Catharsis, in darkness When you can't seem to feel a thing The darkness, that haunts you Catharsis, in darkness A place to feel the words we sing The absence, that haunts you Won't hurt much longer! |