Autumnblaze - Mute Boy Sad Girl lyrics
Tracks 01. Mute Boy Sad Girl
02. It Never Felt Like This Before 03. The Nature Of Music 04. Can't Save Anyone 05. Kiss My Fear Away 06. I Am Water 07. Cold 08. A Crow On My Shoulder 09. Shells And Butterflies 01. Mute Boy Sad Girl
A mute boy and a sad girl
Have written letters they couldn't read A mute boy and a sad girl Have sung together two different songs I didn't tell you that I was really scared but I just fell deeper without sharing my sorrows. You couldn't reach me and I couldn't reach you. We slept on the same ground but we didn't notice anything. Mute boy Sad girl / Mute girl Sad boy Mute boy Sad girl flew away like sparks A mute boy and a sad girl Their ways have parted - it's better now A mute boy and a sad girl Maybe there is a chance to sing one song Love is a queery place and sometimes I wonder why all our deepest yearnings lead us there though we know that we'll fail again and again? 02. It Never Felt Like This Before
You can't hear me speak
'cause I am mute I hide too many things I need a place to hope I need your help to hope again You see a laughing boy This is not true - only a mirage I can't conceal my fear I have to be sincere There is no way to forget I broke your heart when I ran away You didn't know what to do I was only a stupid boy When I look back now I never felt so bad To know that I've hurt you Is worse than to break Is worse than everything Somehow I think my sparks are cold and useless I play a role in a sad movie scene - a sad movie scene I'm so afraid of myself I'm so afraid of being here I say sorry but it's not enough I'm so afraid of losing my thoughts 03. The Nature Of Music
Music is drifting
On invisable roads Music is shelter When your walls are grey again Say, what do you feel when you listen to a floating wave of moments Say, what do you hear when you're alone and the party is over Music is naked While you sing Music is a cure For a futile conversation 04. Can't Save Anyone
I thought it was over but it never will be
There's always something left in the air - a blink of you Too many nights we spent together Too many secrets we told each other I won't forget your look when everything was dead again for a while, for a minute Can't save anyone I have tried to tell you that I'm too sad and scared Can't save any sun You have tried to do the same but I wasn't there Do you remember when we laid on our balcony The flowing sound of music all around A perfect easiness A perfect moment to trust 05. Kiss My Fear Away
A wintry morning
Only me alone Alone with unmourned thoughts They couldn't speak anymore A silent afternoon Far, I heard your voice And whispering snow Fell like an elegy O calmest sleep - kiss my fear away A peaceful evening I was engrossed in self-oblivion I couldn't weep anymore A brooding ode to the night Of raging agony It was bleak and cold I couldn't laugh anymore Those sufferings I have shed for you Will cry as bleeding memories I dream to burn this incureable song But how could I ever live again? 06. I Am Water
There are days I feel as tired as the oldest man
An empty shadow in the park I am a raindrop swimming on the window pane It's always the same dull pain I'm just here to drown Before I go to sleep I try to think of something good A permanent ocean and you I am water You only have to dive into me I am water My mute heart - a singing wave Tomorrow is another chance to say nothing again Someone could find me in the park Am I just here to drown? 07. Cold
Scarred
Your back was turned Curled like an embryo Take another face You will be blessed again I was cold as I mouthed the words And crawled across the mirror I wait Await the next breath Your name Like ice into my heart A shallow grave A monument for the ruined age Ice in my eyes And eyes like ice don't move Screaming at the moon Another past time Your name Like ice into my heart Everything as cold as ice Can no one save you? Everything as cold as silence And you will never say a word Your name like ice into my heart 08. A Crow On My Shoulder
You said 'hello'
Your amorous voice - sounding dew Floating upstairs with a kiss in mind You found me distant I was a ghost - invisible boy You said 'it is so cold' And you were right all the time We slept in a shivering bed To break at last I was a ghost - invisible boy There's a crow on my shoulder And a void in my head There's a crow on my shoulder I can't love while I'm dead 09. Shells And Butterflies
Warm ocean
My feet in the sand Swirling motion Round salty water Tonight I'll save you Shells and butterflies Feel the ocean Intoxicating photograph of emotion A filtered moment Feel the wide ocean My voice in the water |