Come on!

It starts to tear me down
Destroyed by what I create
It left the nerve exposed
(Feels like a lost cause)
Frustration's all I have left
It's what reduced me to this
Turned me against myself
(It's still a lost cause)

I can't keep doing this to myself
But it's the only way to forget who I am

Your disability
Kept pushing me away
It went beneath what's so real to me
(And threw it all away)
I underestimated
The lengths that you would have gone
To deny who you are
(You threw it all away)

I will keep doing this to myself
'Cause it's the only way to forget who I am

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
The failure has to be all mine all mine now
I'll turn my back on myself
If it's my only way out
It can only help me if it hurts

I won't give in to
I won't give in to
I won't give in to
I won't give in to
I won't give in to
I won't give in to
I won't give in to
I won't give in to
I won't (Won't) become (Come)
One with (With) your lies (Lies)

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
The failure has to be all mine all mine now
I'll turn my back on myself
If it's my only way out
I'm too tired to feel anything anyway

I will keep doing this to myself
'Cause it's the only way to forget who I am

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
The failure has to be all mine all mine now
I'll turn my back on myself
If it's my only way out
I'm too tired to feel anything anyway

I have become one with your lies
I have (Have) become (Come)
One with (With) your lies (Lies)...

My frustration caused the callous
Turned my senses into spite
My perception with no conscience
Made the fear seem almost right
I was unaffected for so long
Now I'm fucking ruined
I was desperation for so long
Now it's fucking gone

Can I see it? Can I see it? Can I see it? Can I?
I can't even recognize myself
I turned into what destroyed it
Drown the truth out until it all makes sense again

I was unaffected for so long
Now I'm fucking ruined
I was desperation for so long
Now it's fucking gone
Take my fucking conscience from me
Try to save me from myself
Turn my fucking thoughts against me
Now my ways will be dissolved

Fuck integrity, fuck integrity
Fuck integrity, fuck integrity
Fuck integrity, fuck integrity
Fuck integrity, fuck integrity

My frustration caused the callous
Turned my senses into spite
My perception with no conscience
Made the fear seem almost right
I was unaffected for so long
Now I'm fucking ruined
I was desperation for so long
Now it's fucking gone

Take my fucking conscience from me
Try to save me from myself
Turn my fucking thoughts against me
Now my ways will be dissolved

The height of callousness
The height of callousness takes over
The height of callousness
The height of callousness it's over

Fuck integrity, fuck integrity
Fuck integrity, fuck integrity
Fuck integrity, fuck integrity
Fuck integrity, fuck integrity...

I can never feel the way you do
But it still becomes me now
I can't take the way you do
But it's still inside me

(Synthetic) Solution
(Synthetic) I'll become
(Synthetic) If it makes this go away
(Synthetic) Solution
(Synthetic) I'll become
(Synthetic) If it makes this go away

Still I waste another day of my life
And it sickens me to feel this way
Now I can't make up my mind, is this right
How I let you get inside of me?

Twist my words the way that you do
'Cause it falls on deaf ears now
Still, I've learned to numb your views
But they're still inside me

(Synthetic) Solution
(Synthetic) I'll become
(Synthetic) If it makes this go away
(Synthetic) Solution
(Synthetic) I'll become
(Synthetic) If it makes this go away

Still I waste another day of my life
And it sickens me to feel this way
Now I can't make up my mind, is this right
How I let you get inside of me?
Go!

I will never follow you
I will never follow you
I will never follow you
I will never follow you

All this time I thought I was myself
And I thought I never could become you
All this time I thought I was myself
And I thought I never could become you
Wrong!
Wrong!

Still I waste another day of my life
And it sickens me to feel this way
Now I can't make up my mind, is this right
How I let you get inside of me?

Still I waste another day of my life
And it sickens me to feel this way
Now I can't make up my mind, is this right
How I let you get inside of me?

I have become synthetic (In me)
I have become synthetic (In me)
I have become synthetic (In me)
I have become synthetic (In me)

Now I can take this, everything I know
Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything I've done
Because it's the only thing I have left

Blame myself again for what I didn't do
Never even knew it was coming from me
It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Is this all worth what this has done to me
Watered down my senses and turned them on me
Fuck morality and everything I know
If I didn't hate this then I couldn't cope
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all that's left now

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me

Doubt
Did I ever want this
It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been

Doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be

Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

But it still becomes a new disease
But it still becomes a new disease...

It goes beneath what I've done
It's bigger than the helplessness I felt
It comes around without a face
And redefines my sub-conscience again

I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
'Cause I won't change

I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
'Cause I won't change

Reverse the cause to numb the sense
It's meaningless if I can't be ashamed
I latch myself onto the need
The only thing that isolates me now

I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
'Cause I won't change

I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
'Cause I won't change

It goes beneath who I am
And turns into the recklessness I felt
It comes around without a face
And redefines my sub-conscience for good

I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
'Cause I won't change

I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
'Cause I won't change

I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
'Cause I won't change

I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
'Cause I won't change...

Your disease is a fucking waste of time
Turn it on when it fits your needs
Never mattered that I couldn't feel a thing
Anything you meant was forgot

Tear it down, it's what you don't know
Turn it around because it questions your integrity
Take it away because you can't control it
Throw it away because it's what you are

Your tongue's a dying wasted lie
I've seen through you when you need
What makes you think it's not your fault?
Everything you were is so far gone

You don't want to know if you don't get it
Everything you touch is dead or terminal
Everything you were walks from me
Everything you were is lost

Realize what you've become
Criticize to make it all numb
Separate yourself from your views
What it takes to redeem yourself

Realize what you've become
Criticize to make it all numb
Separate yourself from your views
What it takes to redeem yourself

I can see it starts to begin
Everything that you thought was so clear
Shutting down what you thought was real

Giving up to a lesser God
It's all you're worth and it's all you are
Shutting down what you thought was real
What it takes to redeem yourself

Realize what you've become
Criticize to make it all numb
Separate yourself from your views
What it takes to redeem yourself

Realize what you've become
Criticize to make it all numb
Separate yourself from your views
What it takes to redeem yourself

(What it takes to redeem yourself)
It's all you're worth
(What it takes to redeem yourself)
It's all you're worth
(What it takes to redeem yourself)
It's all you're worth
(What it takes to redeem yourself)
It's all you're worth
(What it takes to redeem yourself)
It's all you're worth
(What it takes to redeem yourself)
It's all you're worth
(What it takes to redeem yourself)
It's all you're worth
(What it takes to redeem yourself)
It's all you're worth
(What it takes to redeem yourself)
It's all you're worth
(What it takes to redeem yourself)
It's all you're worth...

Trying to understand
How someone like you can still sleep at night
Or are you too busy playing God
To fuckers that are chewing on your lies
(Another loser born!)

Fed on my fragile mind
Still I stood up on my broken knees
'Cause everything that you took
Gave me immunity to your disease
(Another life is torn!)

I won't hear, I won't see
I will never be a part of your cause
I'm alive and I still breathe
And you're just a fucking waste of

Time, what you tried to offer me
Was it really worth it?
Sew up this hole inside of me
'Cause you'll never take it

I don't fear what you are
Because you're only dangerous to what is weak
Clinging to the stories you create
You make a living off of souls that bleed
(Another dotted line!)

I won't hear, I won't see
I will never be a part of your cause
I'm alive and I still breathe
And you're just a fucking waste of

Time, what you tried to offer me
Was it really worth it?
Sew up this hole inside of me
'Cause you'll never take it

Time, what you tried to offer me
Was it really worth it?
Sew up this hole inside of me
'Cause you'll never take it

I'm
I'm becoming of nothing, this is what you started
I'm becoming of nothing, this is what you started
I'm becoming of nothing, this is what you started
I'm becoming of nothing, this is what you started

Time, what you tried to offer me
Was it really worth it?
Sew up this hole inside of me
'Cause you'll never take it

Time, what you tried to offer me
Was it really worth it?
Sew up this hole inside of me
'Cause you'll never take it

Never take it, never take it, never take it
Never take it, never take it, never take it
Never take it, never take it, never take it
Never take it, never take it, never take it
Never take it, never take it, never take it
Never take it...

Dismiss your true state of mind
'Cause it's too hard to be
Convince yourself it's a lie
The guilt you do achieve
Failure disguised your choice
You need another voice
Regrets confirmed your faults
I need another voice

You're too far gone

Disengage yourself to replace yourself
Look right through yourself and deny yourself

Guilt, it's in your voice, it's on your face
But it looks malnourished
Greed, it took control and fed your mind
But it's still malnourished

The contradictions you live
Have cancelled out the truth
The desperation you show
Is just the focal point
Nothing more than image
You need another voice
Your faults became regret
I need another choice

You're too far gone

Realign yourself to escape yourself
See right through yourself, give up on yourself

Guilt, it's in your voice, it's on your face
But it looks malnourished
Greed, it took control and fed your mind
But it's still malnourished

Come on!

Guilt, it's in your voice, it's on your face
But it looks malnourished
Greed, it took control and fed your mind
But it's still malnourished

Guilt, it's in your voice, it's on your face
But it looks malnourished
Greed, it took control and fed your mind
But it's still malnourished...

If you said that you could kill the things inside me
You're just a liar, everything inside me is dead
It's nice of you to think that I could ever be that
But I'm not, I'm just a failure instead

Don't preach a story of success and gifted thinking
'Cause in the end we're gonna end up the same way
Keep on living your whole life on hands and knees
'Cause I'll be standing waiting, life ends the same way

Never wanted this life
Because it's meaningless
Gone away from me

Never wanted this life
Because it's meaningless
Gone away from me

The life you've given is a poorly painted picture
The colors running and it's staggering my life
A definition of the truth is all I wanted
Not mental beating falling short of stupidity

Don't give a speech on your prolific ways of living
You speak in vain whether you think you do or not
Spreading infection of the truth that leads to sick lies
You are the shame inside of me, you are mindrot

Never wanted this life
Because it's meaningless
Gone away from me

Never wanted this life
Because it's meaningless
Gone away from me

Never wanted this life
Because it's meaningless
Gone away from me

Never wanted this life
Because it's meaningless
Gone away from me

If you said that you could kill the things inside me
You're just a liar, everything inside me is dead
It's nice of you to think that I could ever be that
But I'm not, I'm just a failure instead
Instead!
I'm just a failure instead!
Instead!

You're so mistaken on the life you think I wanted
I'll give you credit for the effort you put forth
'Cause as it ends you're gonna start to realize that
Your fucking prejudice and words of wisdom go unheard

Never wanted this life
Because it's meaningless
Gone away from me

Never wanted this life
Because it's meaningless
Gone away from me

Never wanted this life
Never wanted this life
Never wanted this life
Never wanted this life
Never wanted this life
Never wanted this life
Never wanted this life
Never wanted this life...

I don't have what you need
You don't know but I still see
The situation brings me down

See wasted days inside me
No changing ways becoming
Falling away from nothing
Sobering days
I'm dying now!

I don't care what you want
You don't know I'm already gone
The situation brings me down

See wasted days inside me
No changing ways becoming
Falling away from nothing
Sobering days
I'm dying now!

What I feel everyday keeps everything nice and cold
I'm not sure what you need, it's not me anymore
All of our memories are just a thought away
Get the fuck away from me

See wasted days inside me
No changing ways becoming
Falling away from nothing
Sobering days
I'm dying now!

See wasted days inside me
No changing ways becoming
Falling away from nothing
Sobering days
I'm dying now!

I spend my time
Making these hopeless thoughts run my life
Force me to hide
Just create a truth to all these lies

I will never be the same
So just leave me down while I'm separating
I could never give anymore
All these lies have left me torn

It's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now it's over
It was nobodies fault
It was all my own
Everything's wasted forever

The only hand
That I know how to hold belongs to me
How it began
What I thought was right became my insecurity

I will never be the same
So just leave me down while I'm separating
I could never give anymore
All these lies have left me torn

It's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now it's over
It was nobodies fault
It was all my own
Everything's wasted forever

It's on my own
It's on my own
Go!

Weakness becomes me
My faults relieve me
My fear excludes me
Turns it against me
My fault, my fear
Turned it against me

It's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now it's over
It was nobodies fault
It was all my own
Everything's wasted forever

It's only this way falling on my own!
It's only this way falling on my own!
It's only this way falling on my own!
It's only this way, it's only this way!

It's on my own!
It's on my own!
My own!