I am the owner of my time on earth
The only master of my destiny
I’ll decide of what will be

Fire of youth burns in my heart
Out of this jungle have to dig your space
Til’ tomorrow pay your place

What is wrong and what is right?
No one ever really taught us
What is good and what is bad?
I guess only time can answer that

There is a park where I like to go
Hanging around til’ the stars will show
Sometimes I stay there and wait for a new day
To take away all the fears I hold inside
Make me feel alive
I do have a feeling that it’s where
I’ll find a meaning to my life

Who’s that woman? Who’s that girl?
Shining beauty strikes me and it
Send me shivers down my spine
I’m no more afraid of dying

Theodora, we are one:
Two lost souls in search for answers
Let us fool the hands of time
I won’t wait for him to make you mine.

I wish I couldn’t remember
The time when all was so bright
I don’t believe there is another way I can live

Pain was the damn reward
For all the good I’ve done
My heart could love for real
Now hate is all he can feel

How could you fill my soul with my hate?
Is this what I deserved?
I’m sick and tired of fighting with myself
I want to end this hell

Time has come to fight for my life
I never thought I’d have to escape from myself one day
Still it’s so hard not to think of what could life have been with her love
I beg someone please tear off this heart from me.

It’s so easy when you think
To be human means to be weak

And as I cross the highway of life
Trying to find the answers inside my brainwashed mind
I know there’s a long way to go
But someday I’ll find my path back home

Run far away once again
Life’s a game that we all have to play
Just as best as we can
Play this game today
And there’s no right way

Time has come to fight for my life
I never thought I’d have to escape from myself one day
Still it’s so hard not to think of what could life have been with her love
I beg someone please tear off this heart from me.

There’s no way out of this maze
I’ m living for those days
I’ m trapped in there
Compelled to play again
Those scenes when I could still call me man

I do have the power to play twice…

Madness
Searching deeper and deep in those
memories
I know all of my answers are here in me…

Knew this game was dangerous but could I ever know
Memories would come back to me just like an horror show
Someone wake me up and tell me that this isn’t true
This ain’ t no more what I lived, what I knew

Help this nightmare seems so real
The picture becomes clear
A shadow in her eyes
That’s how I realise
My love was all in vain
Creation of my brain
Illusions dug this void
My world destroyed

Splinters of life hidden deep inside
Here in my mind they’ve been all the time
I’ve been so blind
Chasing stars in the sky
In the end I find
It was all a giant lie

Hey, there must be some mistake
Where is my girl my angel?
This one here is different indeed
An evil creature with no love for me

I had never seen her be so
drastic
Telling me I am hopeless and
tragic
Always laughing at me
What the hell is this?!

Knew this game was dangerous but could I ever know
Memories would come back to me just like an horror show
Someone wake me up and tell me that this isn’t true
This ain’ t no more what I lived, what I knew

Help this nightmare seems so real
The picture becomes clear
A shadow in her eyes
That’s how I realise
My love was all in vain
Creation of my brain
Illusions dug this void
My world destroyed

Now I’m back there once again
Too late to understand
A flash runs through my eyes
That’s how I realise
Theodora’s never been
A monster’ s all I see
Illusions dug this void
My world destroyed.