In silence I am wandering
Can't avoid the screaming words
I try to make up my mind
All this thinking makes me blind
No control in my mind

And I open my eyes
Don't know what to do
I'm waiting for answers
But they are all untrue

There is a never ending pain
Slowly tearing me apart
Never ending insanity
Your darkness makes it hard

And I open my eyes
Don't know what to do
I'm waiting for answers
But they are all untrue

There is a never ending pain
Slowly tearing me apart
Never ending insanity
Your darkness makes it hard

In silence I was wandering
Couldn't avoid the screaming words
I tried to make up my mind
All this thinking made me blind

The reason for my suicide

Lifting my eyes I feel the hatred coming out
Reality is scaring the hell out of me
Cruelty of people who believe in their own destiny
Compulsion of your soul into deceitful confidence

Power abuse for their own welfare
With the evil intent they hide their own thoughts
A crystal illumination is what the prophet foretold
With a visual revelation of their disguised ignorance

What do they receive for wasting their lives
Illuminating answers to the questions which arise
Nobody knows what cooperation is about
Why are they so mentally blind

Power abuse for their own welfare
With the evil intent they hide their own thoughts
A crystal illumination is what the prophet foretold
With a visual revelation of their disguised ignorance

Inconsistent regulations
Creating forced obligations
Exploiting harmless followers
Causing a worldwide genocide

Power abuse for their own welfare
With the evil intent they hide their own thoughts
A crystal illumination is what the prophet foretold
With a visual revelation of their disguised ignorance

Her last hour has come to past
Together we whisper her last
I'm trying to hide the tears
Created by my own fears

Now it's time to let her go
Time to relieve my soul

Holding her hand
Thought she would understand
Whishing that she could stay with me
So much to say
Now that she's on her way
Starting her unknown journey

Holding her hand
She's slipping through like sand
Wishing that she would stay with me
Together as one
The time for her has come
As she's turning her eyes away

I wish I could guide her
Lead her over all these lonely paths
Her time has come
I see you relieved
It makes me sad.

Holding her hand
Thought she would understand
Whishing that she could stay with me
So much to say
Now that she's on her way
Starting her unknown journey

Our separation is now complete
Why did she leave me so alone
Now that she's gone
Her love disappeared
I'm feeling cold

The dawn has reached the sky
What is the darkness trying to hide
Shadows overrun the sunlight
Nocturnal violence took it's price

Diabolic evil minds
They rule atrocious bestial crowds
Ideas seem to fade away
As their presence is shown by howls

The dawn has reached the sky
Shadows overrun the sunlight

Confusion, don't let the shadows rule your life
Existence, hold up the sun and humanize
Eyes betray their parlous lies
Their purpose should be known by now

Anxiety for improvements
Crying to neglect their appearance
Forced into seclusion
Secrecy has forced your breakdown

The dawn has reached the sky
Shadows overrun the sunlight

In the darkness you fear your life, when the shadows appear into your mind
Your dreams seem to turn into dust
The desire you feel deep inside