Ahoora - Awkward Diary lyrics
Tracks 01. Masks & Balefires
02. Unattended 03. Nervous Ghost 04. Alien 05. Closure 06. Drizzle Knight 07. Crimson Baby 08. Perfect Day 09. Ellipsis-Diagnosis 10. Free As A Man 11. Out Of The Past 12. Egoless 01. Masks & Balefires
All men betray
All lose heart But I'm no longer there To shine, stare or betray God and nothing have a lot in common Nameless and dead But all I wanted was a second chance Where I could fester quietly As man's little mad sin God and nothing have a lot in common; Nameless and dead God and nothing have a lot in common Tempting me with visions Such big ideas But all men betray You all lose heart God and nothing have a lot in common Where I could fester quietly God and nothing have a lot in common 02. Unattended
Embrace the uncertainty
Allow it to lead you places Let us wander around unattended See the damage we can do We are going to the grave With unlived lives in our veins Plotting in secrecy, hatred and anger I started to see crack in everything 03. Nervous Ghost
Loudly I imagine on the day you left
The shrill voice, random hatred of all the things that bounce To sell this awkward diary I still steal my pieces I blew in on a faint breeze And stuck around like a nervous ghost Nobody, not even rain Has such small hand You're gone, fated to wander A dismal part of the universe And I'm exiled to live in a hovel In a swamp filled with surly lizards A walking pile of ashes With few incredible memories Nobody, not even rain Has such small hand 04. Alien
I still wonder how I could be
Such a necessary part of your life one day And simply vanished No matter how much you wish baby Time makes sure we're never in the same place again Just like the way an off stage noise bothers you Something you hear but not clear enough To catch the meaning I try to squeeze the air and build an ever lasting shelter For you to give a fuck at least to your ancient second role You push me aside as you've never touched my universe ...just like an alien I'm not some mystical vending machine Here to spit out feelings Whenever you waltz in with a problem 05. Closure
Leave
Before I lose myself again Before telling me what I've done Step aside, drift apart I don't trust you anymore I don't wanna live it again I'm not a half waiting to be made a whole Lady luck was a hooker Oh, spring night of storm and solitude make us strangers again I don't trust you anymore I don't wanna live it again I'm not a half waiting to be made a whole Lady luck was a hooker Does this darkness have a name? How did it ever find me? Put this demon to sleep please Murder all that I say 06. Drizzle Knight
Human flesh, nice to feel myself in
Leaving out the sighs, Take this soil, as the stage of eternal joy But despair I shall write you off But to catch the demon in your eyes, It tears me up and teaches The never talking growing beast The never talking growing Striking me back, shooting me down And says "off the sky you sucker" And that's when I need you most Forces me to discover my burning empire again And watches me wandering all nude It's when you wish someone could rise From back of the seat and cut your throat Stop this fucking machine, kill off the noise I Sit all day long in the drizzle Waiting for the voice to come, out of the sky: "Are you free now?" But to catch the demon in your eyes, It tears me up and teaches The never talking growing beast The never talking growing Striking me back, shooting me down And says "off the sky you sucker 07. Crimson Baby
ow deep and dark are your secrets?
How loosely has it been for you to take apart? Every fact brings a night And you're too bone idle to exist, So I give in; mixing my memories With truth and pain; my never-ending mind race Will you accept this gesture? In the spirit which it's offered? Stay and have no fear I'm begging your blood to meet your heart Lord, you were one big letdown 08. Perfect Day
If I had just one perfect day
On soulless feet we'd cross the floor Every strand of your hair Before time steals the rest away I wouldn't find myself second-guessing Every little thing; ideas about a face But the hole inside is so deep No one could ever hope to fill it up Nobody is strong enough to ease the pain And fix me in all the ways I'm broken I wouldn't find myself second-guessing Every little thing; ideas about a face 09. Ellipsis-Diagnosis
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10. Free As A Man
The night is growing shorter
And holy wolves getting older Out in the dark someone whispers: "Peace will come someday" A change is bound to come For all the things we never knew Climb up the new day Flutter imagination And tape reality One day our fears will melt away in their place comes acceptance Shame on you For all our sins And all you stand for We'll cast aside our fexes All those psycho little dolls We'll wade them away Like branches in a river 11. Out Of The Past
I can hardly remember my name
Or what I came to escape from It all began with faith shaken And strengthened by your convictions Time to pick up where I left off My recollection of horrors That didn't dim as the years went on But something just won't die It keeps bringing on questions till We start to kill each other And I've never been a murderer 12. Egoless
Back of another endless ride
Steamy wheels die out It's time to co-exist with me And become egoless On the same day My visions fail me for the first time Each one causing a ripple All over the virgin snow Don't confuse baby Can't wait around for life to come & get you You can't mess with a mess Spineless,you're about to lose Myriad paths formed of a hammered ice We fall apart Paint me,shift me away Leave me on a note of hope |