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Ahoora - Awkward Diary lyrics



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01. Masks & Balefires

All men betray
All lose heart
But I'm no longer there
To shine, stare or betray

God and nothing have a lot in common
Nameless and dead

But all I wanted was a second chance
Where I could fester quietly
As man's little mad sin

God and nothing have a lot in common;
Nameless and dead
God and nothing have a lot in common

Tempting me with visions
Such big ideas
But all men betray
You all lose heart

God and nothing have a lot in common
Where I could fester quietly
God and nothing have a lot in common

02. Unattended

Embrace the uncertainty
Allow it to lead you places
Let us wander around unattended
See the damage we can do

We are going to the grave
With unlived lives in our veins
Plotting in secrecy, hatred and anger

I started to see crack in everything

03. Nervous Ghost

Loudly I imagine on the day you left
The shrill voice, random hatred of all the things that bounce
To sell this awkward diary I still steal my pieces
I blew in on a faint breeze
And stuck around like a nervous ghost

Nobody, not even rain
Has such small hand

You're gone, fated to wander
A dismal part of the universe
And I'm exiled to live in a hovel
In a swamp filled with surly lizards
A walking pile of ashes
With few incredible memories

Nobody, not even rain
Has such small hand

04. Alien

I still wonder how I could be
Such a necessary part of your life one day
And simply vanished

No matter how much you wish baby
Time makes sure we're never in the same place again

Just like the way an off stage noise bothers you
Something you hear but not clear enough
To catch the meaning

I try to squeeze the air and build an ever lasting shelter
For you to give a fuck at least to your ancient second role
You push me aside as you've never touched my universe
...just like an alien


I'm not some mystical vending machine
Here to spit out feelings
Whenever you waltz in with a problem

05. Closure

Leave
Before I lose myself again
Before telling me what I've done
Step aside, drift apart

I don't trust you anymore
I don't wanna live it again
I'm not a half waiting to be made a whole
Lady luck was a hooker

Oh, spring night of storm and solitude
make us strangers again

I don't trust you anymore
I don't wanna live it again
I'm not a half waiting to be made a whole
Lady luck was a hooker

Does this darkness have a name?
How did it ever find me?
Put this demon to sleep please
Murder all that I say

06. Drizzle Knight

Human flesh, nice to feel myself in
Leaving out the sighs,
Take this soil, as the stage of eternal joy
But despair I shall write you off

But to catch the demon in your eyes,
It tears me up and teaches
The never talking growing beast
The never talking growing
Striking me back, shooting me down
And says "off the sky you sucker"

And that's when I need you most

Forces me to discover my burning empire again
And watches me wandering all nude
It's when you wish someone could rise
From back of the seat and cut your throat
Stop this fucking machine, kill off the noise

I Sit all day long in the drizzle
Waiting for the voice to come, out of the sky:
"Are you free now?"

But to catch the demon in your eyes,
It tears me up and teaches
The never talking growing beast
The never talking growing
Striking me back, shooting me down
And says "off the sky you sucker

07. Crimson Baby

ow deep and dark are your secrets?
How loosely has it been for you to take apart?

Every fact brings a night
And you're too bone idle to exist,
So I give in; mixing my memories
With truth and pain; my never-ending mind race

Will you accept this gesture?
In the spirit which it's offered?

Stay and have no fear
I'm begging your blood to meet your heart
Lord, you were one big letdown

08. Perfect Day

If I had just one perfect day
On soulless feet we'd cross the floor
Every strand of your hair
Before time steals the rest away

I wouldn't find myself second-guessing
Every little thing; ideas about a face

But the hole inside is so deep
No one could ever hope to fill it up
Nobody is strong enough to ease the pain
And fix me in all the ways I'm broken

I wouldn't find myself second-guessing
Every little thing; ideas about a face

09. Ellipsis-Diagnosis

[INSTRUMENTAL]

10. Free As A Man

The night is growing shorter
And holy wolves getting older
Out in the dark someone whispers:
"Peace will come someday"
A change is bound to come
For all the things we never knew

Climb up the new day
Flutter imagination
And tape reality

One day our fears will melt away
in their place comes acceptance

Shame on you
For all our sins
And all you stand for

We'll cast aside our fexes
All those psycho little dolls
We'll wade them away
Like branches in a river

11. Out Of The Past

I can hardly remember my name
Or what I came to escape from
It all began with faith shaken
And strengthened by your convictions

Time to pick up where I left off
My recollection of horrors
That didn't dim as the years went on

But something just won't die

It keeps bringing on questions till
We start to kill each other
And I've never been a murderer

12. Egoless

Back of another endless ride
Steamy wheels die out
It's time to co-exist with me
And become egoless

On the same day
My visions fail me for the first time
Each one causing a ripple
All over the virgin snow

Don't confuse baby
Can't wait around for life to come & get you
You can't mess with a mess
Spineless,you're about to lose

Myriad paths formed of a hammered ice
We fall apart
Paint me,shift me away
Leave me on a note of hope