Hemispheres align
Through epigenetics in the ether
Ethereal eviscerated into wireless resonance
Ego

The Jung Ones, a whole
Substantial democracy
Dictatorship through apoptosis
Assimilation, assassination units,
Immune to conform
A body of knowledge
Confined to the whims of masses
In complete singularity

I am we, res extensa,
Demiurge embodies know it
All, process nothing

Down wireless connections, synchronised
In symbiosis and
Autophagism
Aneural network, autistic
Monistic
Atavistic

Set to redefine
Invertebrate values

Ab vivo, Ex silico
Ad nihilum

Selective imprints
Static - no interference
Ozalite deter me nation
Of all possible outcomes
Rag doll on rag time
Strung up
Stagnant growth - not going anywhere
Fastidious
Towering in an earthly sole queue
Discordant with gregorious passion
Passing on without motion
Less suggestive than harping on a chord
Discordia in action
Cry onwards, contemptory travesty
In defiance of Newtonian
Attempts to divine the universal
No stellar might be
Traversing transcendental trajectories
Earthbound in solemntude
Voluntary confinement
From the rampaging herd
Stampeding towards Darwin's destiny
Blunt in its honesty
To being itself

Als ich in der grauen Hölle war,
Sah ich dort den Menschen stehen
Wie Geister
Sie schweben durch das Leben
Unachtsam, unaufmerksam
Exerzieren den immer gleichen Trott
Gefühllos und ausdruckslos
Alles war klar
Außer wie zu leben
Wie ihr als Dunst und Nebel um mich steigt
Man büßt es teuer, unsterblich zu sein
Man stirbt dafür mehrere Male bei Lebzeiten
Obwohl die Sonne schien
Und der Himmel harsch blau war
Schien es dass es
Keine Farben in den Dingen gab

Graue Hölle - abhängig von Passion
Graue Hölle - habgeirig und unstillbar
Graue Hölle - Sorge, Jammer und Schmerz
Graue Hölle - Wehmut, Leid und Drangsal

Wir brauchen kein Naraka,
Wenn wir unsere eigene Hölle kreieren
Wir brennen mit körperlicher Pein und seelischer Agonie
Solange wir in Tretmühlen unserer eigener Kreation
Stecken bleiben
Wer gestaltet sein eigenes Schicksal?

Ich bin er

One flu over the cuckoo's clock
Feverishly seeking compassion
's Not the way it's meant to be
Delirious for a companion
Contagious & contaminated
Contemplated then exterminated
Raging in bloodstreams
Compulsive, no compassion
Sole passion: expand
All in denial, seemingly
Hopeless innocent victims
Of hormones and heritage
Life ultimately straining towards
The alpha and omega
The fulfilment of womb
Dividing cells, a growing parasite
Spreading like a disease
Propagate, eliminate
Extinguish, deviate
Onto the expected course
Soul pass ion
Excess xenophobic predatory arrogant negligent denizens
The multi-celled virus

All senses taken
Breathless lull
As memories evaporate
Past, present, future being
Funneling experience inwards
Gone, worldless, void
No thing is

And so it ends
Evaporating in a cosmic blaze
Diminished to molecules - to atoms
To electrons - to nothingness
Voided ... nil ...
Solar eclipse of the heart
Ionic bonding with the afterlife
And discover it dissolves
No id ... vilify ...
When a planet shatters in the universe
With no one there
Does it still create a bang

An entropy potent enough
To undo itself
Like a deity without someone left to worship

Non-existence caught in the frozen reaches
Returning to the
Cosmic debris
And so it begins

Be strong
Supportive
The voice of reason
Be rational
Analyse, dissect, inspect
Hold on, resilient, resourceful
Column, reinforced, unbreakable
Understand, listen
Comfort, don't talk too much
Drag, motivate, energetic in eternity
Lift up, carry, find solutions

Panic, crash, crumble, collapse
Overstimulated, saturated and weakened
Crawling through the mud
Depressed, deprived, destroyed
Alone

Get up
Restore yourself
Wipe that mud off your face
Come take your burden again
Show no signs of weakness
And no one will notice

. denial .
Embracing life
Grasping every hope
Prove all wrong
None shall defy
The very fabric of life is stretched
But infinite
The spirit rallies inside the body
Power overwhelming
Even there to drag the rest along
No rest
Still breathing

. anger .
Hasten!
Bring me your medicine of life
The philosopher’s stone
Turn the world upside down
Unfair treatment
Destroy everything in your path
Taking life
Throw Death himself from his bony horse
Reap and obtain
Not to be slain yourself
Presence acknowledged
Future mine
As long as I remain
I shall attempt to take you all along
Breathing infuriated

. bargaining .
Hear me, God or Devil
Show me omnipotence
Hear my prayer
Just give me a call
Prolong life
For something already claimed
Keep breathing

. depression .
Gently drifting away
Inevitable
No medicine of life
No philosopher’s stone
The spirit trapped inside a fading body
Infinity’s terminal illusion
No use for seeming strength
Spilling water soon to be claimed
Impossible to make up for past mistakes
Unable to understand
Why me?
Still breathing... but evaporating

. acceptance .
The light behind the eyes is fading
Soon to be entirely dim
Waiting for yet another transition
Into the unknown
Breathing...
Embracing the dark
No more breathing...
Exploring beyond the final light