Caligula's Horse - Charcoal Grace lyrics
Tracks 01. The World Breathes With Me
02. Golem 03. Charcoal Grace I: Prey 04. Charcoal Grace II: A World Without 05. Charcoal Grace III: Vigil 06. Charcoal Grace IV: Give Me Hell 07. Sails 08. The Stormchaser 09. Mute 01. The World Breathes With Me
So this is who we are
Forced to want to watch the sorrow The short leash and the led The suicide, the addict, the voyeur, the dead Are you comfortable? Did you do enough of nothing? Hand to hardened lungs and barely breathing So tell yourself there's peace on Earth and sing us all to sleep And now you shake your fist, and spit and curse the question: Why tell these bloody hands to waste their hate on this beautiful life? So tell yourself there's peace on Earth The words that cost a weeping's worth I hear the echoes in the dirt When silence took the loudest first God forgive us Peace on Earth No, I can't watch anymore Close your eyes, love, and wait 'til we learn from war 'Til echoes for the deaf are all that's left So give me peace or give me Your futile reckoning, little dreams for little men Truth, a patient weapon, waits to sting the spiteful again So tell yourself there's peace on Earth The words that cost a weeping's worth I hear the echoes in the dirt When silence took the loudest first Please forgive me I want it, and I deserve it The fractured and the frail lie below to feed it I want it, and I believe it Reflections of myself, the crime, the crowd, the creedless I want it, and I deserve it The fractured and the frail lie below to feed it I want it, I want the world I know Close your eyes No, I can't watch anymore Close your eyes I made mountains, I shook the earth The flood, the voice, the blood, what the peace was worth Oh, let me drift from the shore I want it I want it I want it On the road to ruin, and we're still walking with stones to weigh us down But hey, I'm still breathing On the road to ruin, as long as you're with me, I'll be singing I breathe, and the world breathes with me I breathe, and the world breathes with me I breathe, and the world breathes with me I breathe, and the world breathes with me The world breathes with me The world is in me The world breathes with me 02. Golem
A slow burn, down to the last dead letter
Sulphur to cover up the smell of the blood in the water Absolve me Could kick out the flame but we both know better than to follow a road to its end Just give me that feeling again Sing A slow burn A bite to the bone, a shudder Lay down and die in the mud like a good little soldier Absolve me Could kick out the flame but we both know better You'll follow that rope to its end to give me that feeling again Now sing, wreck A slow turn Blind to the verdant mother Lay down, refusing to believe it's over Absolve me It's a kick in the teeth I'm not that better man And I'm on my knees at the end to beg for that feeling again Sling hope around your neck When you fell out of the world, you saw that it still turned Only mercy for the dead Sling hope around your neck You're not done yet You don't learn Still striving to understand Stay down The tongue bites the blood for a taste of the backhand We're home free, but fixing the fight leaves us all no better than the hammer that's striking the nerve We're getting just what we deserve Now sing, wreck Now sing, wreck Take wrong and ruin intertwined and pour your nothing into mine Where do I put the violence? He's gone, and I still carry it Golem For all the peace you'll never find, for all your little suicides, you turn and face the bayonets It's time Get up and finish it Golem Follow that rope to its end to give me that feeling again Now, sing When you fell out of the world with no hope to return, did you think we would forget? Sling hope around your neck You're not done yet O, Mother, won't you save me? O, Mother please, we're bleeding out Just send the sun to face me and tell me that I'm needed now O, Mother, won't you pull me down? I'll raise a voice I'll pay the debt Don't let the silence take me yet 03. Charcoal Grace I: Prey
This is where we find ourselves
Too far gone to save A shroud over shame, I'm Just doin' what you taught me This is where we find ourselves The fountain and the well I'll smile my way to my own hell Armed with what you left me There's no room for me In your small heaven But nothing could erase me Or what I am I am the weight, the worry I am the hurt, the hurry Without the hate to carry I could have been somebody I am the wait, the worry Without the hate to carry I could have been somebody I could have been somebody I am the weight, the worry I am the hurt, the hurry Without the hate to carry I could have been somebody I am the wait, the worry Without the hate to carry I could have been somebody I could have been somebody This is where we find ourselves, oh Crack in the wall, the doubt consumes while You let your righteous fury burn with hallowed hate You prey But there's no room for me In your small heaven Nothing could erase me Or who I am You cast your shadow Darkening everything south of the sun I won't follow your accord to cut me loose When it bound me here to watch you trade truth for a noose Screaming, "Down we fell" So give me hell Tell God I wish him well Bow down and taste the end It's a, a bitter pill, mind Did you plan to take the world with you And leave your guilt behind? "The soil is tainted" Your words, not mine Just scars and sabotage the legacy You left it all to me So go on, raise your hands, sing "Hallelujah" Song of the dead for those who survive The time of our lives So we smile Bow down and whisper words that you You can't make us forget You bow down, you bend your knee To the newborn hypocrites So bow down, give in New gods consuming Sweat and sickness is the legacy You left it all to me So go on, raise your hands and drink from the grail Just aching to drive that last coffin nail In the ways that we failed On we sail (With hallowed hate, you prey) We're all waiting, can you prey on peace? (Wordlessly, we welcome silence in her grace) I could bind my heart to anger And hold my breath for bliss that was promised me While the desperate hands of vengeance demand to deliver me It begins in me, how they cling to me Pleading 04. Charcoal Grace II: A World Without
I just wish that you would answer
Just once Are you plannin' to forget me, boy? A world without me is just not enough, not for me So pray that there's a heaven No, I meant to say I missed you And I'm sorry for everything I said to you and your mother Did I say I missed you yet? Well, they say there's not much more time Just call me when you get this Please, call me back, son I take it all back I'll break the monster you've become (A world without me's not enough) (A world without me's not enough) You brought us hell, I have no son (A world without me's not enough) (A world without me's not enough) Overwhelm and justify till someone remembers me I ran from death to drown on breath A world without me's not enough Overwhelmed and terrified he's waitin' to judge me I know I said there's hope above A world without me's not enough (Not enough) A world without me's not enough (Not enough) A world without me (Not enough) Ooh, a world without me, oh (Not enough) A world without me's not enough One quiet voice left by sympathy stained When misery mends, we wash it away You cast your shadow Lingering only as long as the sun I won't follow Not a day you wouldn't gladly devour To let the rot make a roost in the refuse But down you fell So give me hell Tell God I wish him well 05. Charcoal Grace III: Vigil
So let us drink to your health
The gift of eating the world's wealth I would offer up to the numb And sign a wordless welcome To silence In her charcoal grace To silence In her charcoal grace A final lesson to teach The dream that none of us reached A reel that shook the fearless All helpless to bear witness To silence In her charcoal grace To silence In her charcoal grace Gone Thе scars too old for a coup Or this new fight for What I could find in myself To forgive you and grow Down to thе soil and bones Even with you gone now I promise that you'll have no such satisfaction I refuse to heal, I refuse to let go There'll be no peace for the prey you ravaged Finally choosing to embrace the damage I refuse to heal, I won't break from the chain Now the choice is made, stamp the fire out They're my shackles now, my righteousness I will burn this hateful world to silence In her charcoal grace To silence In her charcoal, her charcoal grace 06. Charcoal Grace IV: Give Me Hell
Preach to me again
Colour the wrong in me Into the earth, your creed surrendered More than you deserve Still as she slowly fell When by your demand, despair could house the holy Ruin will reveal As rot takes the breath in you You shriek at your shadow overhead as it leaves you Terrified to fade away But death and decay don't wait for the gods we create So hit me again, I'll spit out the blood of your saints Give mе hell, releasе the weight That quiet voice would let you take it back But you're only here in this reflection Go on, preach to me on love again I would bear this hate into the depths to see you choke on it Hell is you Hell is you I am the wait, the worry I am the hurt, the hurry Without the hate to carry I could have been somebody I am the wait, the worry Without the hate to carry I could have been somebody I could have been somebody I am the wait, the worry I am the hurt, the hurry Without the hate to carry I could have been somebody I am the wait, the worry Without the hate to carry I could have been somebody I could have been somebody Give me hell, give me the grace Give back the years you stole and beg me I can still see you here in my reflection Go on, preach to me on hell now I am the hate you gave me I am only what you made me Hell is you 07. Sails
So on I sail, those cliffs behind
And all was quiet in my mind New worlds I thought that I could see And promise waiting there for me A quiet place to fill my cup No storm, no hate, no, not enough But all that land I thought I found Was only water for the drowned I woke to see the storm had eased But still, I could not make my peace When plenty came to empty me Of all the things I dreamed we'd be Son, you can't fight the waves as they break Your prayers for mercy, the water will take A promise thе world has been whispering to man "Never again" So nеver forget the ways we failed On we sail The water rose with roaring sound As we all raced for the low ground And all masks fell there on the shore And all I've ever been is war So on I sail, those cliffs behind Of many more, this war is mine A heavy weight, this empty cup I've carried all I've given up Son, you can't fight the waves as they break Your prayers for mercy, the water will take A promise the world has been whispering to man "Never again" So never forget the ways we failed On we sail 08. The Stormchaser
Never enough truth to keep you safe and well in the
cocoon you knit for no one else You never thought it could change You could stay the shame You never could see the water in spite of the rain Then it rose, and you dove just when you needed float Listen to me Into the churn There will be no pretty words to swallow This is a test It's not a war Watch as we weather the storm together We are the calm, here for the few We could be shelter and shore Heads above water So come for the king, stay for the view Proud of the nothing you grew when we stood against the storm It's never enough You, the first and last to know You proud empty hands through the crowd that bears the load You never thought it could change "Storms will pass, and I remain", and turned away the moment it came over wine-dark sea Thunder over the wine-dark sea Thunder, what will become of me? Thunder over the wine-dark sea Seas and storm All that was sacrificed The blood for the pride That clarion cry like stones in your throat The anchor and rope to keep you afloat Deafened to me This is the churn There will be no pretty words to swallow This is a test It's not a war Watch as you sink the storm, untethered We are wild wind to the scorn We could be shelter and shore Heads above water So come for the king, stay for the view You're fighting for nothing but you, while we stood against the storm So when we heard that thunder over the wine-dark sea No wave could drag me under And ocean of arms to carry me I, the undeserving I, the hanged man was held aloft, and safe the last So where is you sworn compassion? Your condescending lie Is the love you promised? How could you be so goddamn blind? When we hear that thunder, the echo and alarm were your footsteps, running for the calm When we stood against that storm When we stood again When we stood 09. Mute
I made mountains, I shook the earth below
Flood from the fountain, I carved my name in stone And I stood on the mountain with nothing in the way Feet firm on the mountain with no voice to speak And nothing left to say The heart beats in your breath So in breathing, be for a while Not yours but our breath Not yours but our breath It's not yours You breathe with me And speak in this broken and empty voice Of ours The world breathes you till dead you lie Won't you sing to me for a while? My voice is your voice Not yours but our voice So rejoice, ensnared with me Enchained in this stasis that left me mute And I've seen how soon we erase Illuminate and save us both And I, I swear, I'll do what it takes Illuminate the way back home and run into light But fixed there by defeat I was feet-firm when the ground gave way I am the silence you deserve You've no redemption coming Oh, look at you, smiling as you lie The gift you have for taking Are you still waiting for the colour from the hate You thought you could hide in you? So who could save me now? There was no salvation when the river ran dry Oh, so many times that I put out that fire But who could save me now? In the muse, a liar sedating me Show no mercy, I'll take a final bow But who could save me now? It was you that held the line You fought that fight And in the year we died, you found yourself alive But who could love me now that I am broken? That I am this? These shards of broken glass, the future in my hands Who could love me now? Hope left, but I made mountains Find the road, illuminate it I've seen the view as it wakes Illuminate and crave for hope again I swear, I'll do what it takes Illuminate, I'm running home on On the road to ruin I started walkin' with gauze still in my mouth And tried to keep from choking On the road to ruin, we let the ground give way With one voice to speak, and everything to save |