Save me from myself

Could you please explain this word
To me it's confusing, It's so unreal
My answer to this chaos is devastate it all

Take me as I am and lead me into frustration

Hey my friend you better think twice
It is no game, it's your life
Bloodshed is what I like
Remember this is your life
In the end you are always wiser
But this pure aggression
Takes me higher and higher

Take me as I am and lead me into damnation

Being my own master
Creating a hell
Being my own saviour
Creating a hell
Being my own God
Creating a hell
Being my own slave
Creating a hell

Sometimes I close my eyes
See burning bodies, a burning sky
I can't find the peace of my mind
Seasons they'll never change
As long as blood is pumping
In my veins everything dies

Take me as I am and lead me into damnation

Being my own master
Creating a hell
Being my own saviour
Creating a hell
Being my own God
Creating a hell
Being my own slave
Creating a hell

My own master
My own saviour
My own God
My own slave

Being my own master
Creating a hell
Being my own saviour
Creating a hell
Being my own God
Creating a hell
Being my own slave
Creating a hell

I'm on my way down to no-man's-land
But still you ask me who I am!
I am the sadness
The one who's counting all your tears
The desperation
I am constant, I never dissapear
I am the pain
Watch me crawling from behind

I am insane
...And I follow the rain

Say what you want
I still believe in sadness
You can go on
I'll wait here drowned in madness

I am the darkness
You are longing for my embrace
I am the suffering
Penetrating your soul forever
I am the madness
Making you cry before my eyes

I am insane
...And I follow the rain

Say what you want
I still believe in sadness
You can go on
I'll wait here drowned in madness

Still you ask me who I am
Say what you want
I still believe in sadness
You can go on
I'll wait here drowned in madness

Now as I sit here fragile
And watch my memories pass
Where is the sun?
Where are the stars?

My eyes staring down at this thing
Remembering me and you
Was it heaven or was it hell
That I went through

A lifeless time
A lifeless time
Is when you love me and I ignore it
Is when I love you and you don't feel it
Anymore like the sun
Went down forever emptiness

You may speak words of truth
But they mean nothing to me
I reach out for the dark
This is where I can see

And if I should paint a picture
It would be full of dying art
I don't know what can heal my suffering heart
Right now I really don't know!
I really don't know!
I don't know!

...And the rain keeps on falling down on me!
Loneliness dying art
Emptiness fills my heart

A lifeless time
A lifeless time
Is when you love me and I ignore it
Is when I love you and you don't feel it
Anymore like the sun
Went down forever emptiness

Do you feel the same
Like I do know lost all belief
Can't stop the fall
Do you pierce them with your eyes
With your eyes
Everything in life now has gone wrong
Eyes closed - I better hide
Not run, I can't accept this any longer

Nothing, nothing can make me stay as no one
No one can feel this pain
I just tried to taste a piece of heaven

I am falling again
Dying inside
I am falling again
Dying inside

Get out of my way
Don't want to hear another lie
All your stupid words I deny

Nothing, nothing can make me stay as no one
No one can feel this pain
I just tried to taste a piece of heaven

I am falling again
Dying inside
I am falling again
Dying inside

For most of the time
I wonder what am I doing here
For most of the time
I see darkness
And live in in fear

For most of the time
I wonder what am I doing here
For most of the time
I see darkness
And live in in fear

What I am doing here
I see darkness
And live in in fear

I am falling again
Dying inside
I am falling again
Dying inside

Welcome to my life
Despair is all you find
Welcome to my life
I know that I am wrong
And this way it can't go on
I know that I am wrong

So take my hand Lady
Show me around, make me bleed
Soon I'll understand maybe
That only with pain this life's complete
And still there is no end in sight

Day by day dying for another soul
Screams piercing the night
This cold and riniy place
I only want to leave
Screams piercing the night

So take my hand Lady
Show me around, make me bleed
Soon I'll understand maybe
That only with pain this life's complete

Getting used
I'm getting used to it
I'm Getting tired
I'm getting tired to it

Nowhere to go
It's far too late for me
No dream came true
Don't you understand
At least I have to try
To run into the light
And to take away this chain
Take it away

Would you please take it away

Nowhere to go
It's far too late for me
No dream came true
Don't you understand
At least I have to try
To run into the light
And to take away this chain

Close to oblivion I was
Endeavored to make a change
This legacy of broken faith
On which I've to build my world
What a glorious fuck is it
In which I'm stuck right now
Searching for the origin
I don't have to look far

No, it's right beside me
Is just so close
I can feel your heart beating
Oh no, It's right beside me
Is just so close
I can feel your heart beating

Towards the decline of existence
A hierarchy of ruin
I'm caught between love and hate
A hierarchy of ruin
Straight into the realm of the lost souls
A hierarchy of ruin
What the hell have you done to me
A hierarchy of ruin

Running, tumbling, falling down
This is the way our life's to go
We living, dying, to be forgotten
That's the way and there's nothing to change
The end it seems so near
My hopes begin leaving me
Nothing's like before
Soon you will feel it too

At last you turn your back on me
And found your luck in another's heart
My thoughts kill every dream in me
I'm floating in life's hopeless stream
Floating on and on

Towards the decline of existence
A hierarchy of ruin
I'm caught between love and hate
A hierarchy of ruin
Straight into the realm of the lost souls
A hierarchy of ruin
What the hell have you done to me
A hierarchy of ruin

Why do you look at me as if I failed
I've done everything that I could do
Don't you think
That this dream here died too young
The source of life for me is you and only you

One last time I touch your skin
And bury this rose deep inside of me
So much is broken, maybe too much to go on
A hole so deep, maybe too deep to breathe

Dead rose romance
The end of all my dreams
I suffer day and night
My life is lost, yes, so it seems
Dead rose romance
The end of all my dreams
I suffer day and night
My life is lost, yes, so it seems

Where is the fire in my heart
I'm tumbling completely torn apart
Still I'm falling and falling into your arms
I'm only dreaming and dreaming of your love, of your love

Bury this rose, come on
Bury this rose, yes, bury this rose
Bury this rose in me
As I touch your skin
Bury this rose deep inside of me
So much is broken, maybe too much to go on
A hole so deep, maybe too deep to breathe

Bury this rose
Bury this rose

I let loose reality one more time
In the dark it's so easy to hide
I driftaway and see you
Coming into my life
Bringing back this guiding light
And all the grey is fading away

The sun sets down
I am awaiting the night
You make me feel
You make me feel alive
I am able to forget the pain
To move on such a different way
But I am all alone
Until you feed my dreams

I am too tired to grasp the light
I will be left behind
Strong but weak
Only for your heart I seek
It's all so senseless
It's every time the same I fall
To rise and fall again
Pushed back into madness
My thoughts they cause this pain
I need your healing hand on me
And all the grey is fading away

The sun sets down
I am awaiting the night
You make me feel
You make me feel alive
I am able to forget the pain
To move on such a different way
But I am all alone
Until you feed my dreams

And all the grey is fading away

The sun sets down
I am awaiting the night
You make me feel
You make me feel alive
I am able to forget the pain
To move on such a different way
But I am all alone
Until you feed my dreams

The sun sets down
I am awaiting the night
You make me feel
You make me feel alive
I am able to forget the pain
I am able to forget the pain

When darkness conquers everything in me
And impossible thoughts destroying my mind
I will never get down
I'll never surrender
It's a raging storm
But I stand tight

Is there a sense in life
To be and not to die?
Is there a sense in life
To be and to survive
A simple sense in life? No!
It's hard to be alone again and again
I hunt the shadows in the night

My hope dies at last
I found the lost path
I leave you now
My hope dies at last

Is there a sense in life
To be and to survive
A simple sense in life? No!
It's hard to be alone again and agian
I hunt the shadows in the night

My hope dies at last
I found the lost path
I leave you now
My hope dies at last

It takes my heart
It takes my soul
It's killing me
It takes my heart
It takes my soul
It's killing me

My heart, my soul
My heart, my soul

Vaya con dios, amigo! (Spanish: Go with God, My friend!)
A part of me is dying
But the others reaches for your hand
Soon another night takes place
For this ordinary day
Nothing happened
Nothing that would make me smile

My hope dies at last
I found the lost path
I leave you now
My hope dies at last