"Today those harsh, cold and long days seem so distant, now they remain only as a bad memory, or a part of me that now it's left behind, or should have been, nevertless nothing which is really important is left behind", wrote Liv in her diary in an October afternoon of 2004; her forehead frowned as she put down something harder, or called to mind a deeper feeling.
"I can't understand what happened to me since the winter of 1988 until the fall of 2000, I can only remember I couldn't differ dawn from twilight. Such a bad feeling inside me took over my body and made me feel desperate; a fear of being afraid frightened more and more my soul" she stopped breathing for a moment and after sighing she continues writing.
"I wish to report this nightmare, which formerly was dark, called life that gradually became white filling my heart with hope. After all, everything I needed was to comprehend how to deal with the difficulties of my destiny and be courageous to face them and now maybe I can" Liv leaned her arm on the table, made odd gestures with her hands and said some words to herself, they were nearly sighs:

"from my fingertips come out colors
That take me to another dimension
And open my book of shadows
One last Time."

I'm hiding from darkness
Deferring my future
My dreams are like
A castle of sand

I'm facing my destiny
Running into reality
I remember those letters
Burning my little hands

Searching for my pride
I have no more time
Reaching all my goals
If keep on loving

If we can change
Inside our minds
If we believe
We can change inside our hearts

Now I will follow the way
I'll never worry about the past
And your loving brings peace
To my heart

I wasted time
Living this tragedy
Whitout sunshine
Alone and sad
Don't wanna be

Out of this place
I have control

Memories secrets
Erode my soul
I hear the chasm
Calling my name
But I don't go

I won't survive
If I keep this feel

Free, follow my sign
My body awaits to die
My sins kill my soul
My feelings are not so strong

Wishes are bringing
The sorrow in our hearts
My spirits need's peace for my life
(no more sorrow no more lies)
Take me high
Where I can see
All the answers

Come rain storm
The clouds are coming down
The sun sends a light in my eyes
I learn, with the games of life

Secrets inside little box
Hiding all the people hearts
Like a dream

When I look around me
The time goes by without meaning
Now the end I'll come

(i) see the expression of sorrow
from people who ain't left behind
They can't await for tomorrow
Because they've lost hope in their hearts

The miracle of life
Blends with the shadows
Rising dark rainbow

Blinding my eyes
I walk alone
Away from the storm
Trying to find
The strange beauty of dreams

Sometimes I find myself alone and
Looking to the stars
Recalling that deep belief
Inside our eyes

Some times we have to face the world
Alone and without help
With hope I can feel stronger
But it could suddenly change

Fears are real
I can't control the emotions
If I loose my dreams
I won't see more ways

Searching for another sun
A new source of life
I just wanna run
Free for flying
To the stars
Oh! Another sun

Look the signs
Don't let the candle die out
The flames of a cry
Don't let me surrender
I can't learn
From the mistakes of my life
Lost in the universe
My thoughts fly with this madness

Like a scream
A strange voice arises in the silence
Calling for me
I want to fall in the chasm

Searching for freedom
There are tears
In my eyes again
All there I'm looking for
It's something
To relief my pain

Take a little part of my soul
And try my feelings then you will know
I'm living here
In this solitary world

I'm guilt of my sins
my thoughts are disturbed
I can't live any more
My hopes won't return

I felt in mortal sleep
I can't open my eyes
I fear what I can see
And nowhere to hide

Like a boy scared in the city
Longs to scream I am here
Asking help from the people
But nobody understands

Hear my heart
To save my dreams
Every time I see the birds
In that scene
This sensation
Of being alone
Without affection
I'm lost in the storm

In my fantasies
I feel your hands
I receive this warning
But I won't arrive (at) this lake

The hope asleep with the lost time
Life is poetry
But I want (to) drop out
Maybe I wish bury me
With you

This strange vision
Blind my eyes
With the rays of the storm
Just wanna live
Without crying
And out of my glasses world

Say a fair word to me
To show me how I
Will be free
Away form here

Now desperate small town
Leaving behind
Sunken in pain

The journey
Will start these days
One last time
My face will feel sorrow and I say (please)
Let me go in peace

My life goes with the rain
So weak and broken
Find a word
With no straight lines

I will see
Life is all the same
Without you
Sunken in pain

The journey
My soul burns again
One last time
My face will feel sorrow and I say (please)
Let me go in peace

I've lived a love forbidden
An tried to realize me
I will return to the sea
To the way of stars

Now I live another life
Away from my enemies
All my pride keeps alive
In a world without fear

Looking at two eagles fly
Drawing the sky
A broken heart

If the spell of this long farewell
Could bring back my childhood dreams
Like an angel that fell from the sky
Did you just find my
For (a) long farewell?

Find the means to paradise
A place among harmony
Leave your wishes far behind
So I hide all my tears

[man voice interpreted by Michael Kiske]

Loneliness
I feel inside me
Far beyond
I feel your soul into my body
I lost control
Of my wishes my emotions

Let me be close to you
And hear what you have to say
Whatever I try I can't relieve your pain
I know our souls are ashes
But please carry on
Always joyful and smiling
Please go on

Let me feel that wind build again
You lost your innocence
It's all to be close to you
So stay, always, with me

So fair like the morning
That still brings
The cold of winter
I wait to take your hand
And try to live another day

My life is changing
Since that cold day of autumn
Some leaves fell on my face
I saw the life
Passing by
But now
I'm saying good-bye